People who WILL kill themselves this month, what is your timeline looking like right now?

[lqpbxeuh]

How are you spending your final days?
What's your method? Where are you going? Did you buy anything?
Are you writing a note?
If you're tying up loose ends, what are they?
Or if you have no plan, what do you think the implications of you dying will be?

 

[Untoten_]

How are you spending your final days?
What's your method? Where are you going? Did you buy anything?
Are you writing a note?
If you're tying up loose ends, what are they?
Or if you have no plan, what do you think the implications of you dying will be?

Not this month, but you hardly see any posts like this. I plan on dying somewhere in July no exact date but somewhere then.

My final few weeks? Just reminding myself of the endless mistakes I've made.

Nobody deserves notes from me. I'll send off a few messages to some good friends especially those online. But that's it. Nothing too big nothing too soppy. Just letting them know.

I'm trying to help people as much as I can rn. Not for any kind of good karma, I've spent my entire life being an asshole. I just don't have the heart to do that anymore. Nor do I have the patience to hate.

I have a plan, I'm doing it now. Getting myself tattooed to hell, changing my style out. Living how I want to for a while.

 

[comeoutandhauntme]

probably i'll be doing it closer to march just due to the timing of getting all my supplies and everything (SN), but i'll answer as well.

right now i'm trying to put on a facade to look as happy and normal as possible. i don't want anyone to suspect anything. also making an effort to spend as much time as i physically can with my friends, and just generally trying to help ensure that everyone has good final memories of me.

my notes are a work in progress and honestly quite difficult for me to write. i'm writing multiple, for multiple people, and i'm trying to be as honest in them as possible and saying as much as i can, so that i don't leave anyone with any confusion. trying to find the right words for everyone to remember me by is incredibly difficult knowing it'll be their final impression of me but i'm trying to get it all perfect.

only thing i'm still figuring out the specifics of is the time and place of it all. likely i'll do it on a day i'm home alone to ensure i have plenty of time but id prefer not to do it at home to lessen the chances of traumatizing my family members so i haven't decided where yet. but i know i'll be able to find a place when the time is right.

overall, spending my days making peace w death, spending time w my friends and making sure they know how much i love them, and just trying to put out some good into the world before i leave it. thank u for asking, talking abt it is nice

 

[deeprootdisease]

literally just waiting for my SN to arrive (around 26/02 to 03/03), the moment it's in my hands i'll do it. i think i'll only write a letter to my parents and brothers, i don't have much to say to my (few few) friends.

tried getting some help from psychiatrists, quite literally said "hey i have a set date and plan already. please help.", but nothing they say or make me do motivates me enough to Not Want to CTB. I'm so done with all of this