Pvnie
Giga-autist Wandering Scumbag
- Oct 8, 2022
- 8
Just wna see if anyone else relates, and like I'm not talking about like autism or nothing which 60 percent of us probably have. Like I'm talking some crazy shit that should have had you locked up from the start as a young chap.
I remember like in elementary school doing some disturbing shit to other kids, some things I will not get into here out of embarrassment, but I liked hurting other kids sometimes, and like kicking their toys and shit and being an asshole. I actually got thrown into the special needs program because of that and my inability to focus, I also remember some chick dying in my class and like the whole school got told about it, they put flowers under her desk and in her little drawl thingy, and like I remember wanting to fuck up the bitches little desk thing and like when I heard about her death I chuckled and got scorned out by the teacher.
I also remember before then I think I used to be that kid who would disrupt class nonstop, I'd be farting loudly during reading time, trying to hum and be discreet about it. I remember I even had a buddy who would help me with it, he was a fucking idiot, like he just wanted to do shit that got him caught instantly like he didn't want to cause any chaos and I remember teaching him a bit on how to disrupt the class my way. I remember one time we were both in time out and I broke a pencil I had in my pocket with my teeth, and I looked at him and I threw the pencil across the classroom when the teacher wasn't looking and we had a trust moment, we just said that we didn't know who did it and the teacher stopped pressing us.
The ladder incidents were more pretty in nature but its just that like, how I enjoyed sowing chaos and fucking with everything around me, I don't remember many times of me hurting people clearly, but I remember like if I had the opportunity to do something insane, I would. Some chick like hit me and I waited for her to sit on the slide so I could grab her foot and ankle and just twist and break her ankle I ain't give a shit.
I dunno when this behavior stopped, but I think it was after I got kicked outta school for beating some kid up who was mean to me and just like getting punished at home and shit not being able to play the Wii or Xbox 360. A little bit of it continued in highschool but it was more so like irony and like testing the waters, no one really wanted to fuck with me but they also looked down on me and my nonsense, plus I had a bad rep from some stupid shit that previous summer before the year started.
I remember like in elementary school doing some disturbing shit to other kids, some things I will not get into here out of embarrassment, but I liked hurting other kids sometimes, and like kicking their toys and shit and being an asshole. I actually got thrown into the special needs program because of that and my inability to focus, I also remember some chick dying in my class and like the whole school got told about it, they put flowers under her desk and in her little drawl thingy, and like I remember wanting to fuck up the bitches little desk thing and like when I heard about her death I chuckled and got scorned out by the teacher.
I also remember before then I think I used to be that kid who would disrupt class nonstop, I'd be farting loudly during reading time, trying to hum and be discreet about it. I remember I even had a buddy who would help me with it, he was a fucking idiot, like he just wanted to do shit that got him caught instantly like he didn't want to cause any chaos and I remember teaching him a bit on how to disrupt the class my way. I remember one time we were both in time out and I broke a pencil I had in my pocket with my teeth, and I looked at him and I threw the pencil across the classroom when the teacher wasn't looking and we had a trust moment, we just said that we didn't know who did it and the teacher stopped pressing us.
The ladder incidents were more pretty in nature but its just that like, how I enjoyed sowing chaos and fucking with everything around me, I don't remember many times of me hurting people clearly, but I remember like if I had the opportunity to do something insane, I would. Some chick like hit me and I waited for her to sit on the slide so I could grab her foot and ankle and just twist and break her ankle I ain't give a shit.
I dunno when this behavior stopped, but I think it was after I got kicked outta school for beating some kid up who was mean to me and just like getting punished at home and shit not being able to play the Wii or Xbox 360. A little bit of it continued in highschool but it was more so like irony and like testing the waters, no one really wanted to fuck with me but they also looked down on me and my nonsense, plus I had a bad rep from some stupid shit that previous summer before the year started.
