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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
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It would be funny if it weren't so distressing. It feels like I've stumbled upon a new self-harm method. Usually, these daydreams fill my thoughts as I drift off to sleep and wake up in the morning. I've never been cuddled like that though except by my mother, so I'm just running on imagination.

There is very little sexual content to these daydreams, which is even more irritating because then I could at least get off somehow and forget for a little while.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I don't think it's pathetic at all. Don't we all want that?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,532
We cannot control our thoughts and they really can torture us. It is hard being conscious all the time. It isn't pathetic, as humans we have a need for affection.
 
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UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

Specialist
Aug 17, 2020
340
I don't think it's pathetic at all... hugs are important because they Help Us Grow Spiritually
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Not pathetic at all.
I miss that stuff from time to time too!
I love loneliness but damn, it would be awesome to hug a girl who loves me while falling asleep.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,407
Took the words right out of my future will. :aw:
 
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Shadowrider

Shadowrider

Student
Jan 26, 2021
184
No, it isn't pathetic at all. Soothing physical contact is a basic emotional need. People get companion animals to satisfy this need (because humans are not always the right persons to go to).
 
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