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Devouring Entropy

Devouring Entropy

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Aug 30, 2025
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I've been looking for love all my life. Obsessive love, the kind that makes you only care about someone else. The kind that double CTB would be wonderful for but living and enjoying more of which would be just as attractive.
Why don't we try to maybe give thing a try over here. Everyone says where they're from, maybe some traits whatever. Like those 4chan boards if anyone knows about them. They look like ads and applications but I don't think that's necessarily wrong. I'll start: (disclaimer this kinda ended up with me venting my story, please skip and give us your "ad" instead of being annoyed and leaving cause of it). I'm from Greece. I love gaming and anime. Particularly Arknights, Project Moon and Fromsoftware. My personal ideology on what the source of this world's problems stem from does not allow me to work or have my freedom limited in any way, and my family is either horrible, delusional or both so they don't understand that unless they allow me to stay a neet, I very much prefer finally resting. I probably have relatives that could take care of me but I cannot place a burden on them, they owe me nothing, my parents are responsible for the life they created. Also even if they'd be glad to have me I cannot in good faith ask them about it, because were they to decline, they'd feel responsible once I succeeded in resting and no one other than my parents deserves that. Tried dehydration but it seems that even 3 days of nothing or a week of barely anything aren't enough, the worse it gets it feels pretty miserable and it lasts too long. So while looking for another method and opportunity, here I am grasping at straws, looking for the love of my life that will allow me to be her househusband, while I give her all the love I have, maybe giving her a reason to exist too? That would be pretty romantic wouldn't it.
 
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Devouring Entropy

Devouring Entropy

Member
Aug 30, 2025
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It exists :D


Do be careful tho, shouldn't have to say why, we are still on the internet.
This seems to be about suicide partners, I'm talking about finding the above, or a relationship or friends, whatever. Relationships specifically seem to be banned on the thread you mentioned so I hope what I'm attempting here is actually allowed on the site, otherwise please tell me so I delete it, thanks !
 
bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
This seems to be about suicide partners, I'm talking about finding the above, or a relationship or friends, whatever. Relationships specifically seem to be banned on the thread you mentioned so I hope what I'm attempting here is actually allowed on the site, otherwise please tell me so I delete it, thanks !



There are a lot of resources here for friends and partners as well.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

WrathfulGloom32

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This seems to be about suicide partners, I'm talking about finding the above, or a relationship or friends, whatever. Relationships specifically seem to be banned on the thread you mentioned so I hope what I'm attempting here is actually allowed on the site, otherwise please tell me so I delete it, thanks !
Ohh, I see, sorry, I didn't know, I'm not sure if it's not allowed, I'm personally not interested in relationships at all.
 
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Sme1 mght nd 2 transl8

Sme ppl hve organclly mde frnd-shps whch hve becme relatnshps

Hwever on ste lke sasu thre wll alwys b pred8try indvidls & narcssts wantng 2 tke advantge of emotnlly vulnrable ppl

Also mny ppl on ste r emotnlly unstabl s/ develpng emotnlly helthy romantc rlatnshps ds nt happn oftn on sasu

No1 cn contrl wht happns betwn ppl organclly whn thy finlly fnd sme1 wh/ undrstnds thm bt specfclly lookng fr romnce on ste lke sasu = terrbl idea - in slf tme on ste slf hve witnessd 2 mny stuatns gne wrng
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

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May 7, 2025
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As noted, there are friends and suicide partner threads on here... your mileage may vary, and caution is always a thing because people aren't always who they present themselves to be and even if they are, most of us on here have problems, problems that make us difficult to be with, and being around someone more than just a few posts on a message board might not work out like you think.

But if people are able to find and connect with someone, I'm all for that.
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
284
sasu should definitely not be some dating site.
i have been in a relationship with someone i met on sasu in the past but id still not recommend anyone to be searching for someone on here. even making friends can lead to a lot of heartbreak. of course things can happen naturally when you get to know eachother but it should not be the aim to find romantic partners here. it sounds very predatory.
 
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Devouring Entropy

Devouring Entropy

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Aug 30, 2025
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Or despr8

Neithr r gd / helthy
Completely agree with this, keep in mind that applying conventional judgement this board would be characterized as anything but good/healthy. Thankfully there's many people here who understand conventional thinking is beyond flawed. Definitely objectively desperate though but that can be a good thing, if two people were to find meaning in their lives out of desperation that'd be good.
 
Lady_V

Lady_V

Please be honest.
Aug 31, 2025
232
I had a boyfriend from sasu and I wold not recommend it. He was not a good man and put his disturbing feelings above everything else. He was a huge liar, coerced me into giving him my virginity, and dumped me out of nowhere because of his big feelings kept making him feel bad. Maybe if you find someone who actively wants to get better, it could work, but my ex lied even about wanting to get better.
 
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Devouring Entropy

Devouring Entropy

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Aug 30, 2025
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I had a boyfriend from sasu and I wold not recommend it. He was not a good man and put his disturbing feelings above everything else. He was a huge liar, coerced me into giving him my virginity, and dumped me out of nowhere because of his big feelings kept making him feel bad. Maybe if you find someone who actively wants to get better, it could work, but my ex lied even about wanting to get better.
The "normies" I'd call them consider wanting to CTB problematic, as time goes on and on I'm just getting an incredible amount of solid evidence that wanting to live is much much more problematic and can only be the result of ignoring or being oblivious of the reality around. People will naturally be broken here, I guess my idea of broken people is one of the few that hasn't yet got disillusioned. This site has helped quite a bit with that thankfully.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,340
The "normies" I'd call them consider wanting to CTB problematic, as time goes on and on I'm just getting an incredible amount of solid evidence that wanting to live is much much more problematic and can only be the result of ignoring or being oblivious of the reality around. People will naturally be broken here, I guess my idea of broken people is one of the few that hasn't yet got disillusioned. This site has helped quite a bit with that thankfully.
i agree with this in your post. good that someone else sees this : "The "normies" I'd call them consider wanting to CTB problematic, as time goes on and on I'm just getting an incredible amount of solid evidence that wanting to live is much much more problematic and can only be the result of ignoring or being oblivious of the reality around"
 
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Drogon

Drogon

Lost And Gone Forever
Aug 16, 2025
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A/s/l ? Oh the good ol days
 
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A/s/l ? Oh the good ol days

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i agree with this in your post. good that someone else sees this : "The "normies" I'd call them consider wanting to CTB problematic, as time goes on and on I'm just getting an incredible amount of solid evidence that wanting to live is much much more problematic and can only be the result of ignoring or being oblivious of the reality around"

Thnk = mre 1 sde jst nt havng undrstndng or perspctve of th/ othr

Slf lovd lfe & wantd 2 liv mre thn n.ethng - am stll angry tht slf cnnt hve th/ lfe tht ws workng s/ hrd 2wrds bcse of own mentl issus

& ppl wh/ percive ctb as problmatc imo r jst privlegd

Obvsly thre r sme ppl wh/ cn recovr wth spport & whse ctb reasns r stuatnl bt = nt th/ cse fr evry1
 
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EternalHunger

EternalHunger

tired of everything
Sep 3, 2025
115
Looking at past posts people finding love through here seems to happen on this site but the dangers of such a thing feels too apparent to warrant any official love thread, especially with how vulnerable and easily swayed people are here.

It seems romantic, sure, but I urge you to not trust someone on face value due to the premise seeming enticing, as it can easily lead to predators using that vulnerability to manipulate you/others or mutually destructive relationships with one/both being completely mentally unfit for such a responsibility that accompanies it leading to unintentional abuse/harm; in the end the partner you should be looking for is one that can fully be there for you and help you grow as a person, whether you find that on this site or elsewhere is up to fate but let that come naturally for your own sake. 🤗
Sme1 mght nd 2 transl8

Sme ppl hve organclly mde frnd-shps whch hve becme relatnshps

Hwever on ste lke sasu thre wll alwys b pred8try indvidls & narcssts wantng 2 tke advantge of emotnlly vulnrable ppl

Also mny ppl on ste r emotnlly unstabl s/ develpng emotnlly helthy romantc rlatnshps ds nt happn oftn on sasu

No1 cn contrl wht happns betwn ppl organclly whn thy finlly fnd sme1 wh/ undrstnds thm bt specfclly lookng fr romnce on ste lke sasu = terrbl idea - in slf tme on ste slf hve witnessd 2 mny stuatns gne wrng
exactly this!!!
 
shiba

shiba

Student
Aug 6, 2025
97
Dying is something I've always wanted to do alone so I guess I'll never understand partners, but either way it's extremely dangerous and I wouldn't recommend it. Anyone can make an account here and lurk on the partners thread while lying about who they are. Meeting for suicide is uniquely dangerous because it's not like you tell anyone where you're going before you commit suicide. I'm sure there are bad actors on this site, and if there are, you can be sure that they're all in the partners thread.
 
m4rius

m4rius

Student
Dec 23, 2022
119
It feels creepy to find a partner in a forum, let alone a forum that has a high number of mentally disordered users... don't ya think?
 

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