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justtryingtocease

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I'm trying to decide on a method before going out and buying the necessary stuff. Does anyone know which one would have a higher chance at success(including consideration of the psychological aspect, like which would be easier). I'm also not trying to wake up after making my life 1000x worse, so i want something effective. Someone please help me. Thank you.
 
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sickofeverything

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From everything I've seen is it's so much harder to succeed with night night. Partial is already hard to complete with all of the failed posts but night night seems less successful
 
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From everything I've seen is it's so much harder to succeed with night night. Partial is already hard to complete with all of the failed posts but night night seems less successful
yeah ive since read a post about night night and needing a certain anatomy for it;-;;-;;-;;-;;-;;-; thank u for replying tho
 
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yeah ive since read a post about night night and needing a certain anatomy for it;-;;-;;-;;-;;-;;-; thank u for replying tho
Yeah np, I wanted to do fsh since it's the best in terms of success but for me it was painful and I couldn't pass out. Still figuring out how to pass out to be able to complete partial
 
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Partial is hard. You think you're ready to die, even when the rope is around your neck, but for me, as soon as my vision started spinning and dimming rapidly I stood up and pulled off the rope. I think it's not the concept of death which is intellectually repellent, (rather, it is desirable from a certain point of view), but crossing the barrier from existing in a living body to existing out of it is definitely scary and so unnatural. Partial is hard to complete because you always can stand up, and it's a difficult barrier to overcome both physically and psychologically, especially when your animal brain is screaming for one more breath and your logic goes "well since I am about to die, what does a few more minutes matter" and then you end up alive, day after day. Again, just my experience, I hope it can be of any use.

I hope you find peace, OP, no matter what you set in store for yourself. We will all be accountable to God for what we do with our lives, from birth to death, and sometimes it helps me to remember that. Good luck.
im sorry, but what is fsh?
I'm pretty sure they mean full-suspension hanging
 
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im sorry, but what is fsh?
Full self hang
Partial is hard. You think you're ready to die, even when the rope is around your neck, but for me, as soon as my vision started spinning and dimming rapidly I stood up and pulled off the rope. I think it's not the concept of death which is intellectually repellent, (rather, it is desirable from a certain point of view), but crossing the barrier from existing in a living body to existing out of it is definitely scary and so unnatural. Partial is hard to complete because you always can stand up, and it's a difficult barrier to overcome both physically and psychologically, especially when your animal brain is screaming for one more breath and your logic goes "well since I am about to die, what does a few more minutes matter" and then you end up alive, day after day. Again, just my experience, I hope it can be of any use.

I hope you find peace, OP, no matter what you set in store for yourself.

I'm pretty sure they mean full-suspension hanging
For me partial is hard because I can't get to the point of passing out, I haven't been able to get my vision to spin. If you have any tips on how you achieved that I'd love to hear but I tried partial and full and have not been able to get to passing out.
 
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Partial is hard. You think you're ready to die, even when the rope is around your neck, but for me, as soon as my vision started spinning and dimming rapidly I stood up and pulled off the rope. I think it's not the concept of death which is intellectually repellent, (rather, it is desirable from a certain point of view), but crossing the barrier from existing in a living body to existing out of it is definitely scary and so unnatural. Partial is hard to complete because you always can stand up, and it's a difficult barrier to overcome both physically and psychologically, especially when your animal brain is screaming for one more breath and your logic goes "well since I am about to die, what does a few more minutes matter" and then you end up alive, day after day. Again, just my experience, I hope it can be of any use.

I hope you find peace, OP, no matter what you set in store for yourself. We will all be accountable to God for what we do with our lives, from birth to death, and sometimes it helps me to remember that. Good luck.

I'm pretty sure they mean full-suspension hanging
Thank you so much for your kind words, I truly appreciate them. But yeah, the survival instinct is so hard to overcome with methods like hanging. But I live in Japan, where lethal drugs are hard to access. Ughhhhhhhhhhh
But again, thanks for the replay anyway.:)
 
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