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I ran up and down the stairs to get my heart rate going and then I tilted my neck up, found my pulse and pushed in with my fingers. Within a few seconds I started to feel faint which made me let go of my neck.

Tried this with a necktie (cant get rope b/c of current living situation) and I only get the exploding head feeling which means I'm not getting the carotid arteries. It's frustrating. I've also tried night night method. I made these two little blocks and placed them where my pulse is and tightened a belt round my neck. Again I get that exploding head feeling.
 

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