Method partial hanging test

[nintendo64]

I was originally planning to use SN, but I tested out doing partial hanging after a particularly depressing evening. Gotta say it's a pretty great method, and I've decided to do it instead.

I used my doorknob to hang from, and just put all my pressure down. I tried it twice, the first time only like 10-15 seconds, then the second time I really wanted to see how far I could push it. I was really close to passing out within like 25 seconds, I almost didn't get up in time since it was a different feeling than passing out in other ways I have before. It felt more like I was just blacking out. I could feel the blood supply being cut off from my head, it was quite an uncomfortable sensation but definitely manageable.

The noose hurt my neck. Also felt like my eyes were gonna pop out of my head. Certainly not the most peaceful method. But I have a pretty high pain tolerance, a barely existent survival instinct and kind of came a little close to accidentally offing myself there so I definitely think it's gonna work lol. I will try and find somewhere a bit higher up to hang when I go through with it, probably my closet support bar thing. It did leave a mark around my neck, so I guess I'm gonna be wearing turtlenecks until it goes away haha. I'll put an image below.

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In a weird way, being 100% sure now of the way I'm gonna die and putting it to the test has me in a pretty good mood. I'm so happy it'll all be over soon and I know how it's gonna feel on the way out.

They can restrict SN and other methods all they want, but they can never get rid of classic ol hanging.

 

[Dawnfang11]

Been considering partial hanging, so thanks for sharing. May I ask what kind of ligature/rope you used?

 

[nintendo64]

Been considering partial hanging, so thanks for sharing. May I ask what kind of ligature/rope you used?

of course. I used a necktie. might use paracord or something for the actual ctb, but the tie worked quite well for my test.

 

[sanctionedusage]

ive done partial from my closet bar with a fuzzy bathrobe belt, messily tied and everything but i also almost blacked out without even realizing it after ~20 seconds. it surprised me so i was startled but looking back on it, felt great. i had the head exploding sensation ofc but it was pretty foggy after a bit and i was also used to it after like 50 partial tests in the same way the year prior.

 

[kuroshimi]

That's really convincing, thanks for sharing. I always been considering hanging, since it most accessible. Once again, I am convinced that it works. After each test it becomes less and less scary.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

hooni pfp

 

[nintendo64]

ive done partial from my closet bar with a fuzzy bathrobe belt, messily tied and everything but i also almost blacked out without even realizing it after ~20 seconds. it surprised me so i was startled but looking back on it, felt great. i had the head exploding sensation ofc but it was pretty foggy after a bit and i was also used to it after like 50 partial tests in the same way the year prior.

I honestly want to try it again a few more times before my intended date. It is definitely an interesting feeling. And it's probably nice to get used to that feeling before finally hanging yourself for good. I hope you can find peace if you decide to go through with it as well.

That's really convincing, thanks for sharing. I always been considering hanging, since it most accessible. Once again, I am convinced that it works. After each test it becomes less and less scary.

No problem. I think it's definitely a good method, even though it's a little painful it's all over with so quickly. I wish you good luck.

hooni pfp

he's literally me lol

 

[smmy0x]

Are shoelaces suitable for this method? I have thought that it'll be more painful tbh

 

[nintendo64]

Are shoelaces suitable for this method? I have thought that it'll be more painful tbh

It's definitely possible, double or triple up on shoelaces and place some fabric over it. Just seems to add unnecessary complication to it and shoelaces can be pretty flimsy though. Paracord, necktie, bedsheet, or a scarf are a few that work a lot better.

 

[sanctionedusage]

I honestly want to try it again a few more times before my intended date. It is definitely an interesting feeling. And it's probably nice to get used to that feeling before finally hanging yourself for good. I hope you can find peace if you decide to go through with it as well.

yes definitely get used to it! it makes a huge difference in the comfort once you ctb fr, i remember the first times i could only do it for a few seconds and thought it was unbearable. it also helps you learn how to position the rope properly against your neck for max compression/minimal pain. wishing the most peaceful exit for both of us whenever we go