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Mel
Jun 11, 2025
65
I am attempting partial hanging, and at the moment I am a bit worried.

The rope hurts my neck, even though I gradually release the weight, I don't feel dizzy, and even though I know I am hitting the carotid artery, my vision doesn't go dark. I am afraid of having after-effects and having motor and cognitive losses. My neck is scarred and I am afraid of not dying.

What are the chances of suffering from collateral damage? Is it easier to do while in an emotional crisis?
 
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thereisnoneed

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Jan 23, 2020
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I am attempting partial hanging, and at the moment I am a bit worried.

The rope hurts my neck, even though I gradually release the weight, I don't feel dizzy, and even though I know I am hitting the carotid artery, my vision doesn't go dark. I am afraid of having after-effects and having motor and cognitive losses. My neck is scarred and I am afraid of not dying.

What are the chances of suffering from collateral damage? Is it easier to do while in an emotional crisis?
put a pair of socks around your C.A to avoid the pain and marks of the rope, am not a specialist B.T.W, just repeating what I hear on here.
 
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25dRvS9Ka

25dRvS9Ka

Mel
Jun 11, 2025
65
put a pair of socks around your C.A to avoid the pain and marks of the rope, am not a specialist B.T.W, just repeating what I hear on here.
I noticed that the rope has the ideal thickness, it's sliding correctly and that a thicker one would continue to hurt me and make the procedure more difficult. This information is extremely important, thank you for sharing it!
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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good luck
hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you deserve ❤️‍🩹
 
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25dRvS9Ka

Mel
Jun 11, 2025
65
My neck hurts so much and I feel like my head is about to explode 🙁
 
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thereisnoneed

thereisnoneed

Student
Jan 23, 2020
131
Check this out, it has tips to make P.H more effective, i wish they would add it to the ressources mega thread because it's way better than the hanging mega thread, even though i think people should go with full hanging if they could.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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My neck hurts so much and I feel like my head is about to explode 🙁
This means you are not compressing your carotid arteries, just your jugular veins. Your head is filling with blood and can not drain it.
 
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25dRvS9Ka

Mel
Jun 11, 2025
65
This means you are not compressing your carotid arteries, just your jugular veins. Your head is filling with blood and can not drain it.
My head will be cut off by the laces if I tighten them any further, I'm pretty sure. I'll try a thicker rope.

I'm uncomfortable going to the hardware store, the salesperson knows the amount of rope and thickness is for hanging.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I'm uncomfortable going to the hardware store, the salesperson knows the amount of rope and thickness is for hanging.
Rope can be used for many, many things. Is there a reason you think they would immediately assume you are going to try to hang yourself with it? Example: the rope I bought is specifically for boats. So someone would assume I needed it for boat-tyoe activities.
 
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25dRvS9Ka

25dRvS9Ka

Mel
Jun 11, 2025
65
Rope can be used for many, many things. Is there a reason you think they would immediately assume you are going to try to hang yourself with it? Example: the rope I bought is specifically for boats. So someone would assume I needed it for boat-tyoe activities.
There is a reason, I am a trans woman and I have a very empty expression from crying more than five times a day. I don't look like someone who works with tools and utensils...

I'll try something creative.
 
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