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thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
Are yours painful, too?
 
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ojinzo

ojinzo

Specialist
Feb 21, 2022
304
I try to hold it back, personally. Actually, i cried a little Sunday morning thinking that this is what my life has led to. I didn't even realize I was crying until some stranger asked if I'm ok and I felt tears on my face. I was embarrassed. However, I consciously try not to.
 
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yuno

yuno

person
Sep 10, 2022
42
Sometimes I feel so numb that I can't cry. It's been a while since I've really cried. Today some tears leaked from my eyes though. As far as pain goes, it's all so much. Too much and I've felt like this forever. It's just somber numbness for the most part.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,549
I never even feel like crying anymore, I haven't cried in a long time. I mostly just feel tired and I have lots of dread associated with living.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
I don't cry much at all, kind of wish I could let it out
 
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thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
227
recently, i've been feeling empty and numb which in result, the inability to cry. however, when i do, no words can describe how painful it feels. i just keep on breaking and breaking. i honestly feel like a ticking time bomb, waiting for my feelings to explode.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,482
All the time .I think ive been a very emotional guy in my life. I cry during films and when i see suffering in humans and animals and cruel people. Im tired of this WORLD.😥😥
 
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niloc

niloc

Relax — This won't hurt
May 6, 2020
68
I wish I could get a cry out.. It would help so much..
 
StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I was known as a crybaby when I was a child which lead to other kids picking on me. I've always had trouble with holding back tears. These days I've been crying a lot about everything that happened.
 
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Are yours painful, too?
For some people crying is a way to relieve pain, not as effective as inheriting large sums of money or ctb, but relief for some. If it makes you feel better and harms no one else, indulge, my friend, indulge!
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
Yeah, I cry a lot, not every day, but a lot. It's exhausting. However, better out than in, I guess.
 
drmihilo

drmihilo

desperate
Jul 30, 2022
90
I feel pain, without exaggeration, almost every day... But it only comes to tears once, for example, when I feel the absolute hopelessness of my situation: when life and death are equally hateful...
The rest of the time all my feelings are limited to either hatred or emptiness.
 
foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
280
If you ever see a guy staring at the sky taking deep sighing breaths that is me. I'm looking at the sky to hold in tears that can't come out, and sighing because I feel so empty.
 
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toasterbath

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Jun 26, 2022
254
i cry all the fuckikg time and i don't even feel better afterwards lol
 

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