Pain

[Mountaingirl]

Right now I am in big pain. I'm suffering of terminal cancer as some of you may already know. I had Chemo this afternoon and I feel sick beyond believe. I hope to have found my way out thanks to a very nice person here on the forum

 

[FuneralCry]

I cannot even imagine how awful that must be. This life really is so cruel. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[LeavingEarly]

Right now I am in big pain. I'm suffering of terminal cancer as some of you may already know. I had Chemo this afternoon and I feel sick beyond believe. I hope to have found my way out thanks to a very nice person here on the forum

Sorry you are suffering. What is your method?

 

[Mountaingirl]

Sorry you are suffering. What is your method?

Probably hanging

 

[LeavingEarly]

Probably hanging

I just tried to hang myself on Friday. Did partial drop just couldnt pass out. Have you tried before?

 

[Hollowillow]

Right now I am in big pain. I'm suffering of terminal cancer as some of you may already know. I had Chemo this afternoon and I feel sick beyond believe. I hope to have found my way out thanks to a very nice person here on the forum

Sounds like the hellishest hell, my heart goes to you. But I have dumb questions & condescending suggestions, please forgive my incapacity to express help & care properly.

If you want to die, can you just stop chemo & let nature follow it's course?

Ironically, you might be in less pain with a better chance of survival... I found out that chemo causes cancer. That people get other cancers even after they're cured. Because... The tumor is kinda a survival mechanism to seal toxins, & chemo deliberatedly poisons cells... Which might not be ennemies at all... Like fat, it seals toxins, saving obese people from toxins, sealing them away from organs, because of a toxic artificial food supply void of nutrition.

Gerson's therapy used fresh veggies to detox and saved doomed terminal patients abandonned by doctors. Gerson was assassinated. Twice. He managed to detox once. I used it for other diseases with impressive improvements. (I don't agree with his coffee up butts though) But I failed my life... I can't save anyone... I am relentlessly being poisonned by a cleaning chemical in my home that eroded building materials, I can't keep up... Not will to... Anymore. I poisonned myself by accident... I caused my doom. But I think you have hope. But i don't think pharma can save anyone. Ever. I think chemo is harming you. My personal choice would be to ban chemicals not add more. But I ruined everything I own with a natural vinegar, before figuring out that my body, even metal, can't bear acid... So my advice is garbage.

But I think wheter you want to die or live, stopping chemo might be the right choice.

 

[eternal_life]

Right now I am in big pain. I'm suffering of terminal cancer as some of you may already know. I had Chemo this afternoon and I feel sick beyond believe. I hope to have found my way out thanks to a very nice person here on the forum

Sorry very much, Mountaingirl, I send you hugs. You have showed today to be a great person being with theanswer in her last hours. I can't imagine how painful the chemo is, but I guess it's awful. Here we all have pain, physichal, psychological or emotional, so broadly speaking we are all in the same.

I have read that your cancer is terminal, forgive my ignorance, but then why do they give you chemo? I mean, there's hope of a cure, right? Otherwise they wouldn't give it to you. Hopefully the chemotherapy works and the cancer goes away. Fingers crossed.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

@eternal_life chemo can be palliative as well-I know because my dad had it even thought he was terminal. It did help the pain a lot at first, but the accumulation of the chemo made him too sick to continue. I didn't want him to go on it at first but it was his choice-it did give him some relief for a while. It's a shame chemo has to make people so sick, I still don't know how I feel about it. Much love to @Mountaingirl for relief from the pain whatever that form may come in.

 

[eternal_life]

@eternal_life chemo can be palliative as well-I know because my dad had it even thought he was terminal. It did help the pain a lot at first, but the accumulation of the chemo made him too sick to continue. I didn't want him to go on it at first but it was his choice-it did give him some relief for a while. It's a shame chemo has to make people so sick, I still don't know how I feel about it. Much love to @Mountaingirl for relief from the pain whatever that form may come in.

Thank you for the answer, my friend, I had not realized that chemo is not only to cure, but to relieve the pain of the cancer too, although as they say it is so painful (the chemo), it also sounds somewhat contradictory, trying to relieve pain with something that causes so much pain... I am very sorry that your father also suffered because of this damn disease. I send you a big hug, you are one of my favorite forum members!

PS: And yes, I agree that sometimes you don't know if the cure is worse than the disease, with cancer or with other medical problems.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

@eternal_life aw thank you hunni that is so sweet. Yes you have to weigh up whether it is going to help or not, it's a tough decision. It was wonderful hearing my dad say "I almost feel back to normal", after all the pain he had previously been in. I guess the chemo really was killing the cancer cells and helping the pain. But then he ended up in hospital with the side effects...it hits some people worse than others. He could've taken a break from it and then tried again after he had recovered a little but the Doctor said no, I guess he thought he was too weak by this point for another lot of chemo.

 

[eternal_life]

@eternal_life aw thank you hunni that is so sweet. Yes you have to weigh up whether it is going to help or not, it's a tough decision. It was wonderful hearing my dad say "I almost feel back to normal", after all the pain he had previously been in. I guess the chemo really was killing the cancer cells and helping the pain. But then he ended up in hospital with the side effects...it hits some people worse than others. He could've taken a break from it and then tried again after he had recovered a little but the Doctor said no, I guess he thought he was too weak by this point for another lot of chemo.

Yes, I imagine it must be a difficult decision, choosing between fear and terror. And in those cases, what the doctors say is usually heeded, whether they are right or wrong, but it is assumed that they are the ones who understand the subject.

Your father was a great fighter, so close to win the battle.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry. Many of my family members have or, are suffering from cancer. Life just seems so cruel. Our hearts are with you. I hope you can find relief from your suffering.

 

[Mountaingirl]

I'm so sorry. Many of my family members have or, are suffering from cancer. Life just seems so cruel. Our hearts are with you. I hope you can find relief from your suffering.

Thanks so much