Overwhelmed, dreaming of slitting my wrists

[darlingclementine]

Sitting in my shitty call center job. This is 4 years now I've been working here. I'm absolutely burnt out. I'm on my 4th housing sotuation in as many years. Just had a convo with my newest roommate telling him hes risking us all getting evicted by growing 60 weed plants in our yard. My boyfriend is living 7000 miles away. We havent seen eachother in 1.5 years. I just realized I'm now over 300lbs. My life is a garbage fire and everyday I just wish I hadnt woken up. Existing is too stressful. Everyday I wake up feeling like dogshit and have to go to my shit job, then come home to bullshit. Its too much. I want it to be over.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, this life really can be exhausting. It is really hard to be in a hopeless situation, and there is no limit as to how bad it can get. I would love to fall into an eternal sleep and be free from it all. I wish you well.

 

[boc]

I'm so sorry you're in this situation. Life really deals out a bad hand sometimes. I hope things start turning around at the end of Covid. Please don't slit your wrists, it's a horribly painful method with a very low success rate. Slow down and think if you really want to CTB before making a decision.