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FailGirl

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Yesterday, I swallowed 28 25mg tablets of Benadryl (700mg). I'm not an avid drug user. The only time I do drugs is if I'm really, really bored or really, really sad--but every time I do drugs, I do way, way more than I'm supposed to.
This time, I was really, really sad and I haven't overdosed on Benadryl since last summer. I believe I took the same amount (Maybe a little less? Maybe a little more? I can't remember.) I did last summer, but the aftermath was horrible.

Last time, because I was in the military, I was sent straight to the ER. I was paranoid and couldn't walk, but, other than that, I was fine. This time, I tried to call 911, but I couldn't. Plus, I don't have health insurance, so I tried to sober up on my own. Despite feeling nauseous, I wasn't expecting to vomit since I didn't vomit last time--but I did and it was bad. My vomit was red (this is the third time I've vomited this month).
Unexpectedly, my younger sister came to visit me, so I was tweaking in front of her, which was very sad...

Regardless, I'm feeling extremely depressed.
 
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EmptyBottle

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Benadryl overdoses are apparently (mis)used to induce hallucinations... and the hallucinations aren't usually pleasant.

 
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