MatrixPrisoner
Enlightened
- Jul 8, 2023
- 1,833
Welp...almost 46 and finally ran out energy. I took my inhibitions for a tequila test drive yesterday and now feel that I am finally ready to escape this nasty Matrix with the help of the rest of the bottle. I've transitioned from having fear to having excitement.
I am so glad I came across this wonderful place and I've cherished all the time I've spent here and the all the kind, like-minded souls that have tolerated me here. It was the only place that I felt normal and unsupressed this past couple years.
I want to take this chance to apologize to any parents that I may have triggered with all of my anti-natalism comments and beliefs. Please know that they came from a place of lifelong resentment of being brought into this world against my will by people who had no business having children, based on how their lives were going at the time I was conceived. And they just kept on living the same old generational lifestyle of hoarding and wasting time on useless things that didn't help out our situation.
I just wanted everyone to consider that having children will always pose the risk of creating an insufferable life for someone that will inevitably end in death. If you do decide to have children or already have children, your life has to be 100% devoted to minimizing the suffering. Prepare as much as you can and have your own life together first. Make sure you take folic acid and take as much care of your body as you possibly can during pregnancy. Procreation is a voluntary act, so you are responsible for doing what it takes to give your child the best life possible. Don't make it their responsibility to have to take care of you later in life. At least not in a way that burdens them beyond their means, preventing them from living their own lives.
If you are a younger member, and by that I mean around 30 and under, please know that you likely have many future moments that will be worth living for if you continue to do so. And you likely haven't hit your prime yet. Especially males, whose brains don't even fully develop until about this age. They say on average, everyone is lucky about 8 times in their life. You just have to be proactive about increasing these odds. Do things to hack life and cheat as much as possible at it. For me, I wish I could have discovered low-dosage adderall a lot sooner in life. Muster up the energy to workout, glow up and clean up life for the better.
Live a minimalist lifestyle. Possesions only clutter your life and weigh you down. Don't worry about how others view you materially, because I can assure you that they don't care. And if they do, it won't be for long and it will always be out of of spite. Just get these types of people out of your life.
Don't be afraid to take chances while you are young and have the energy. You have plenty of time to recover from your mistakes, file for bankruptcy, etc. You have already considered the worst possible outcome for yourself, which is death, so any outcome better than that is a win. But just know that there is no such thing as easy money in this world unless it comes by sheer luck or criminality. Pace yourself with work, make small sacrifices, save as much as you can, and invest responsibility. ROTH IRAs, entry-evel real estate, etc. Always keep your guard up. This toxic world is filled with lowlife,, selfish demon people that are out to take everything you have.
I don't want to write too much, because I know that long posts are cumbersome to read through. I will finish by saying that I hope we meet again someday. I am finally going to be free soon.
Special shout out to @divinemistress36 for liking just about every single one of my comments.
Love you all,
M.P.
I am so glad I came across this wonderful place and I've cherished all the time I've spent here and the all the kind, like-minded souls that have tolerated me here. It was the only place that I felt normal and unsupressed this past couple years.
I want to take this chance to apologize to any parents that I may have triggered with all of my anti-natalism comments and beliefs. Please know that they came from a place of lifelong resentment of being brought into this world against my will by people who had no business having children, based on how their lives were going at the time I was conceived. And they just kept on living the same old generational lifestyle of hoarding and wasting time on useless things that didn't help out our situation.
I just wanted everyone to consider that having children will always pose the risk of creating an insufferable life for someone that will inevitably end in death. If you do decide to have children or already have children, your life has to be 100% devoted to minimizing the suffering. Prepare as much as you can and have your own life together first. Make sure you take folic acid and take as much care of your body as you possibly can during pregnancy. Procreation is a voluntary act, so you are responsible for doing what it takes to give your child the best life possible. Don't make it their responsibility to have to take care of you later in life. At least not in a way that burdens them beyond their means, preventing them from living their own lives.
If you are a younger member, and by that I mean around 30 and under, please know that you likely have many future moments that will be worth living for if you continue to do so. And you likely haven't hit your prime yet. Especially males, whose brains don't even fully develop until about this age. They say on average, everyone is lucky about 8 times in their life. You just have to be proactive about increasing these odds. Do things to hack life and cheat as much as possible at it. For me, I wish I could have discovered low-dosage adderall a lot sooner in life. Muster up the energy to workout, glow up and clean up life for the better.
Live a minimalist lifestyle. Possesions only clutter your life and weigh you down. Don't worry about how others view you materially, because I can assure you that they don't care. And if they do, it won't be for long and it will always be out of of spite. Just get these types of people out of your life.
Don't be afraid to take chances while you are young and have the energy. You have plenty of time to recover from your mistakes, file for bankruptcy, etc. You have already considered the worst possible outcome for yourself, which is death, so any outcome better than that is a win. But just know that there is no such thing as easy money in this world unless it comes by sheer luck or criminality. Pace yourself with work, make small sacrifices, save as much as you can, and invest responsibility. ROTH IRAs, entry-evel real estate, etc. Always keep your guard up. This toxic world is filled with lowlife,, selfish demon people that are out to take everything you have.
I don't want to write too much, because I know that long posts are cumbersome to read through. I will finish by saying that I hope we meet again someday. I am finally going to be free soon.
Special shout out to @divinemistress36 for liking just about every single one of my comments.
Love you all,
M.P.
Last edited:
Power to you.
