Ordering N

[Emily2000]

Please if anyone can help. I was just writing to Alehandro regarding N. he told me there is a possibility to send it through a private courier but the problem is that im very afraid that instead of the courier the police will come to my house.. although im protected through vpn unfortunately im from israel and the police here doesnt give a fuck regarding rules (even though they wont able to prove i have ordered it). i was already hospitalized twice due to suicidal actions if its going to be a third time i will be in a closed department and than im screwed for life..(im very sensitive to drugs). anyhow im ordering it to a different adress from my own and hopefully i wont be in israel by then. please if anyone has an advice i will be very very greatful. just forgot to mention that a lawyer told me a long time ago that if you get something through regular post you can allways say you havent ordered it..the problem is that he told me that very often in mexican post office they loose packages. if someone has an advice please help