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suicidalinsomniac410

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Sep 7, 2021
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So...I told a friend I trusted about my suicide plan with N...he always told me he believed in right to die(like I do) and he ended being the wrong person to trust. He told my roommate who called the police on me and got me thrown in a psych ward for a week, during which my N arrived and my roommate took it and threw it out.

I want to order it again but now that my roommate knows my plan I'm scared of him taking my package again... I am staying in a hotel so I can't get thrown in the psych ward again and considering ordering it here. The hotel says they accept packages but I don't know if it'll look suspicious to the hotel that it's from Mexico or suspicious to customs that its going to a hotel.....

My other option would be renting a personal mailbox from UPS and mailing it there....


Has anyone done this before? Don't want to waste another $1000+
I'm in the US if it matters...
 
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Ayxdaxx.

Member
Aug 2, 2021
13
Shit I'm sorry for you. do not trust anyone. I know what it's like to tell someone because it feels good to have a way out. have it sent to a parcel station next time

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suicidalinsomniac410

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Sep 7, 2021
5
Shit I'm sorry for you. do not trust anyone. I know what it's like to tell someone because it feels good to have a way out. have it sent to a parcel station next time

Good luck
Thanks.. yea shouldn't have trusted anyone. :/

I asked D if he would send to a hotel and he said no, I'll try parcel station. I hope I get it this time.
 
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ojinzo

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Feb 21, 2022
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So...I told a friend I trusted about my suicide plan with N...he always told me he believed in right to die(like I do) and he ended being the wrong person to trust. He told my roommate who called the police on me and got me thrown in a psych ward for a week, during which my N arrived and my roommate took it and threw it out.

I want to order it again but now that my roommate knows my plan I'm scared of him taking my package again... I am staying in a hotel so I can't get thrown in the psych ward again and considering ordering it here. The hotel says they accept packages but I don't know if it'll look suspicious to the hotel that it's from Mexico or suspicious to customs that its going to a hotel.....

My other option would be renting a personal mailbox from UPS and mailing it there....


Has anyone done this before? Don't want to waste another $1000+
I'm in the US if it matters...
I would have came out of psych and went to jail for beating the hell out of my roommate. Wow. I'm so sorry this happened. I was going to tell my cousin but now I'm having second thoughts.
 
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lights_are_on

unfortunately
Apr 9, 2022
45
I would have came out of psych and went to jail for beating the hell out of my roommate. Wow. I'm so sorry this happened. I was going to tell my cousin but now I'm having second thoughts.
Yeah, idk if you could say this here but I'd take my roommate along on that bus we all trying to catch here. Sorry this happened op,
 
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ojinzo

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Feb 21, 2022
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Yeah, idk if you could say this here but I'd take my roommate along on that bus we all trying to catch here. Sorry this happened op,
LMAO. This made me spit out my morning tequila laughing out loud but yah right. We both would be headed to the upper room🤣
Yeah, idk if you could say this here but I'd take my roommate along on that bus we all trying to catch here. Sorry this happened op,
Along on that bus🤣🤣
 
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