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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
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i feel kinda lame posting this, but i'm also excited, so i wanted to share that i ordered some sn. now i just need to get the other ingredients for this method.
 
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annique

🕊️ seeking profound peace 🕊️
Jul 5, 2022
201
i feel kinda lame posting this, but i'm also excited, so i wanted to share that i ordered some sn. now i just need to get the other ingredients for this method.
i hope to order mine soon as well
 
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toasterbath

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Jun 26, 2022
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dont feel lame. i know for one that it feels like a huge relief and weight lifted off your shoulders knowing that you have a way out.
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
dont feel lame. i know for one that it feels like a huge relief and weight lifted off your shoulders knowing that you have a way out.
thank you. yeah, it sure does. i feel like i have some control now.
 
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london3

london3

Banned Scammer
May 5, 2022
584
i feel kinda lame posting this, but i'm also excited, so i wanted to share that i ordered some sn. now i just need to get the other ingredients for this method.
I now have a list of multiple sources for SN as well as different medicines like Metoclopramide. Some have global shipping like IC , some ship only to the USA like DD and some are based in Europe and Asia. PM me with your request and i will help.
i hope to order mine soon as well
I now have a list of multiple sources for SN as well as different medicines like Metoclopramide. Some have global shipping like IC , some ship only to the USA like DD and some are based in Europe and Asia. PM me with your request and i will help.
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
I now have a list of multiple sources for SN as well as different medicines like Metoclopramide. Some have global shipping like IC , some ship only to the USA like DD and some are based in Europe and Asia. PM me with your request and i will help.

I now have a list of multiple sources for SN as well as different medicines like Metoclopramide. Some have global shipping like IC , some ship only to the USA like DD and some are based in Europe and Asia. PM me with your request and i will help.
thank you. i ordered my sn from DD. that sounds helpful. i will send you a message.
 
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memoriesoflight

Member
Jul 11, 2022
11
I just ordered my SN from IC. I have no idea if I'm going to go through with it, but it feels good knowing that I'll have the option.
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
I just ordered my SN from IC. I have no idea if I'm going to go through with it, but it feels good knowing that I'll have the option.
definitely. even just having a good option feels good, whether or not we decide to use that option. i feel less trapped.
 
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notforlong12

Member
Jul 12, 2022
9
good luck l, I can resonate with just having the option there
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you would feel relieved. I know that for many it can be a comfort just having a way to exit at a time of their own choosing. Nobody should have to feel like they are trapped in this world. Best wishes.
 
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Zerengin96

Experienced
Jun 14, 2022
228
same, ordered mine today. Its a nice feeling but i am also a bit scared.
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
same, ordered mine today. Its a nice feeling but i am also a bit scared.
i think it's only natural to feel scared. i have fears about it too. hopefully, i can get over them, but when it comes to the actual moment, who knows what i will feel.
 
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starryeyedgemini

starryeyedgemini

It's where my demons hide
Jun 5, 2022
64
I understand why you would feel relieved. I know that for many it can be a comfort just having a way to exit at a time of their own choosing. Nobody should have to feel like they are trapped in this world. Best wishes.
@FuneralCry thats exactly how i felt when my SN arrived. It was very surreal but comforting at the same time.
 
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