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Ill let y'all know if it gets stuck in customs or if it arrives. Im so excited, hope this will be the last time I have to order SN and it doesnt get confiscated TwT Im on vacation right now so it should arrive during my vacation so once I get home Ill have one heck of a gift waiting for me in the mailbox ^-^

I just can't wait for it all to be over.
 
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aunaltravita

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Jul 22, 2026
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Bro, can I ask you if u have any updates? Did they give you a tracking number?
 
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Question to the people in the thread: why are y'all interested in buying from HB? I'm aware MiC is very popular and easy to access. I'm just curios to know the reasons as to why you're looking for different sources? Are there concerns regarding MiC that I'm unaware of?
Also, best of luck to you OP. I hope you find peace <3
 
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Question to the people in the thread: why are y'all interested in buying from HB? I'm aware MiC is very popular and easy to access. I'm just curios to know the reasons as to why you're looking for different sources? Are there concerns regarding MiC that I'm unaware of?
Also, best of luck to you OP. I hope you find peace <3
I live in a country where selling SN is limited to businesses/laboratories with a proven use of it, also, MiC ships from overseas meaning that there's a higher chance getting stopped in costums.

That's why I'd prefer HB (DSL)
 
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I live in a country where selling SN is limited to businesses/laboratories with a proven use of it, also, MiC ships from overseas meaning that there's a higher chance getting stopped in costums.

That's why I'd prefer HB (DSL)
Oh I see, that makes sense. Thanks for your reply :)
 
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SN is really painless?
Following the protocol (see for the resource thread pinned about SN), you should CTB in a really peaceful way. I've read countless threads (failed/successfull) and the most pain seems to be related to people trying a little bit of it (don't do it) or people not following the protocol and failing.

But, honestly, there is no "painless" method as of today cause regulation is a bitch so it's either:

1) suffer a little and ctb (SN, Full Hanging, but pain tolerance is relative)
2) be ready to prepare for hours and CTB with probably severe health consequences in case of failure (CO, Partial Hanging etc)
3) Just do it! (jumping, train, firearm)

There is no guarantee tho, SN can fail if not following protocol just like the others, even falling can fail, Full hanging seems the most reliable as of now if you are not saved.

SI is really the hardest thing to overcome, if you're really determined to do it you'll do it, regardless of the pain.
 

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