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Douggy82

Experienced
Nov 4, 2024
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In some countries, SN is very difficult to get.

How many sources does the PPH list?
 
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apict

Member
May 4, 2025
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right. you never said it would be easy but it can be found with relative ease. Posts here "all but give away sources" yet many people keep asking how to find sources.
The site sanctions suicide (or so the name suggests), inducing seekers like myself to sign-up only to find out it is NOT designed to sanction suicide. "Don't expect anyone to PM you sources" but there are posts here thanking folks for doing that. Sure seems like a lot of double-speak here. And I still suspect anti-CTBers are responsible for some of it.
Being a safe haven for those who are suffering sounds and is great. But it can and should also live up to the name used to get people here. That's not an objection, it is an opinion!
But I'm sure not going to hold my breath waiting either for that or for proof of the claims you've made.
And at this point, I truly do not see the point in wasting any more hours here. So I'll just go buy a shotgun.
Thank you very much.
Good luck to everybody.
 
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ThankYouGuys

Member
May 23, 2025
10
Damn, I wanted to order from them too. That sucks. Update if they reveal why it was cancelled?
Update: I think it was just my misunderstanding. It seems that if you leave items in the cart without checking out for a certain period, they send a cancellation email. I got a reply, and they said the order I did complete was shipped out today. I'll update you again once it arrives safely.
 
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Keef Girgo

Member
Apr 21, 2025
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keep us updated
I was beginning to think this was a lost cause, but it actually showed up at my doorstep today, around 20 days since I made the order (I'm in Australia if that makes any difference to you).
It was packaged very discretely as well, disguised as something else entirely to avoid issues with customs, which makes me assume they know what the majority of people will be buying it for.
Now I just need to find testing strips to make sure of the purity, but I am hopeful.
 
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msesis

Student
Jun 16, 2024
117
SN is truly not that hard to access. And people posting sources such as this only deprives others of the opportunity to obtain it. This site is not designed to give direct instructions on how to CTB despite your apparent objections, but rather be a safe haven for those who are suffering. Don't expect anyone to PM you sources.

Look at DMC. It's become so widespread on this site that it's virtually a dead source. The second that a source becomes mainstream here, it gets compromised. If you are truly willing to do the research, you will find it with relative ease. I say this with the best of intentions and I wish you the best, but if you are truly set on this method then you will find a source and make it work for yourself.
So I consider myself decently good at internet sleuthing, and I have done quite a bit of work looking around this website and online, and I have only been able to find two sources, and that had taken months - one source (which I ordered from) was from the US and is now gone, and the other source is in Europe, and it would be a hassle to get it into Canada. After a year I still have not found DMC lol. Am I just bad at looking or am I missing something?
 
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decaying

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Jun 20, 2023
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I was beginning to think this was a lost cause, but it actually showed up at my doorstep today, around 20 days since I made the order (I'm in Australia if that makes any difference to you).
It was packaged very discretely as well, disguised as something else entirely to avoid issues with customs, which makes me assume they know what the majority of people will be buying it for.
Now I just need to find testing strips to make sure of the purity, but I am hopeful.
Please let us know about the results if you end up testing it. I'm also in Australia so this is great news. I am looking to purchase soon if all goes smoothly.
 
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