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CeeR

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I ordered from a website recommended in the PPH. I won't say the name but I'll abbreviate it. The website is abbreviated "S-D-T"

I'll also try to code it:

I had a "dream" about an amazing "technology".

For those who have figured it out. Did anyone order from them?
 
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wiz_miz_03

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I'm aware of the website aswell. I also want to know
 
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apict

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May 4, 2025
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So, does the PPH actually provide the specifics for places to order stuff that this forum will not provide?
 
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searchingforpeace

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I would love to know if this is legit the more SN the better
I ordered from a website recommended in the PPH. I won't say the name but I'll abbreviate it. The website is abbreviated "S-D-T"

I'll also try to code it:

I had a "dream" about an amazing "technology".

For those who have figured it out. Did anyone order from them?
Which edition of the pph do you have
Does anyone know if the site mentioned is legitimate? Because I will order some more if it is.
 
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CeeR

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May 11, 2025
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I would love to know if this is legit the more SN the better

Which edition of the pph do you have
Does anyone know if the site mentioned is legitimate? Because I will order some more if it is.
2025 edition
 
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searchingforpeace

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Has anyone found out if this source of SN is legitimate?
 
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RinneOfAragon

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Jan 2, 2025
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If anyone has information about if it is Pure SN and a safe source please update us.
Sincerely a very desperate woman !!
 
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searchingforpeace

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Nov 26, 2022
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I want to know too.
 
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wiz_miz_03

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I already ordered. I hope I made the right decision.
Hey, if you don't mind sharing, did you finally get your order? Just want to know if it's legit so that I can also buy. Thanks
 
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Keef Girgo

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Apr 21, 2025
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I put in an order 4 days ago, we'll see how it turns out
 
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apict

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May 4, 2025
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This Jan 2025 PPEH download link gave PPEH file that DID NOT include the appendix, which is where the SN section said current sources were listed. Would getting the Jan 2025 PPEH elsewhere actually have that appendix and the list of sources? Where could I get that?
 
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Manic Panic

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Jan 5, 2025
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Can you lot stop spreading so much information about sn sources, this is a public forum and prolifer groups are trying to stop sn supplier websites.
 
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apict

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Can you lot stop spreading so much information about sn sources, this is a public forum and prolifer groups are trying to stop sn supplier websites.
i understand your concern. And it is valid. But where would you suggest that people like me who need to leave this world can get information that would help us leave without having to blow our heads off with a shotgun?
 
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quietwoods

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May 21, 2025
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i understand your concern. And it is valid. But where would you suggest that people like me who need to leave this world can get information that would help us leave without having to blow our heads off with a shotgun?
By doing research. All the breadcrumbs are truly there if you want to find SN or an SN analogue. But it requires effort and investigation. I found four sources of SN in my first two days searching for it.

No one is saying that we should hide these sources and make them impossible to find. What they are saying is they should be out of the public eye, and that posts like these which all but give away the source are harmful to the community as a whole.
 
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Deaths Embrace
Jan 5, 2025
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i understand your concern. And it is valid. But where would you suggest that people like me who need to leave this world can get information that would help us leave without having to blow our heads off with a shotgun?
They're are plenty of ways to discuss them privately and not publicly. This website has plenty of threads for how to find these sites without giving up information about them.
 
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apict

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May 4, 2025
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I am NOT a stupid person. And there is pretty good evidence for that. I am also pretty good at doing research. I've spent probably 20 hours exhaustively looking for these "threads" but without finding any that led anywhere at all helpful. One thing I have learned in all my research is that there are many posts by nearly desperate people begging for a way out who, like me, have been unable to unravel all your threads - many more than the posts suggesting we should easily be able to do so. And if it really is so easy to do so, that pretty much counters the argument that it is necessary to keep things obtuse so they aren't easily discovered by pro-lifers willing to spend the time here you are suggesting they are. And please, give me one example of a post here that all but gives away sources. Please. (And feel free to pm me so undesirables won't be able to see it. I'm waiting.)
 
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anonymous2025

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Apr 9, 2025
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I am NOT a stupid person. And there is pretty good evidence for that. I am also pretty good at doing research. I've spent probably 20 hours exhaustively looking for these "threads" but without finding any that led anywhere at all helpful. One thing I have learned in all my research is that there are many posts by nearly desperate people begging for a way out who, like me, have been unable to unravel all your threads - many more than the posts suggesting we should easily be able to do so. And if it really is so easy to do so, that pretty much counters the argument that it is necessary to keep things obtuse so they aren't easily discovered by pro-lifers willing to spend the time here you are suggesting they are. And please, give me one example of a post here that all but gives away sources. Please. (And feel free to pm me so undesirables won't be able to see it. I'm waiting.)
Haven't heard the word obtuse in awhile. Also threads are great but Google is your best friend when it comes to sourcing.
 
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apict

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May 4, 2025
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I am still waiting.
And without making any firm accusations, it does SEEM to me that using the presence of pro-lifers here trying to stop sources as an excuse for not providing sources is kinda doing those pro-lifers jobs for them. It seems to me that a "sanctioned suicide" site ought to facilitate the efforts of those who are trying to find a peaceful way to go.
 
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ThankYouGuys

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May 23, 2025
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Ordered:May 29th
My order has been canceled: May 31st
I just sent an email asking why the cancellation happened and when the refund will be processed. Now I'm lost.
 
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decaying

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Jun 20, 2023
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Damn, I wanted to order from them too. That sucks. Update if they reveal why it was cancelled?
Ordered:May 29th
My order has been canceled: May 31st
I just sent an email asking why the cancellation happened and when the refund will be processed. Now I'm lost.
 
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quietwoods

Easypeazylemonsqueezy
May 21, 2025
224
I am still waiting.
And without making any firm accusations, it does SEEM to me that using the presence of pro-lifers here trying to stop sources as an excuse for not providing sources is kinda doing those pro-lifers jobs for them. It seems to me that a "sanctioned suicide" site ought to facilitate the efforts of those who are trying to find a peaceful way to go.
Hey, thanks for your input. Regarding the above and your other post, I did find two legit sources within 24 hours of joining. So research definitely works. I've also found 3 other sources that would take a bit more effort to access or had some other considerations, but were still there.

Regarding the other point, Sanctioned Suicide does not facilitate suicides. It merely provides a censorship-free platform to discuss suicide and recovery and provide general purpose information on methods and protocols. Putting everything together, and sourcing the materials is largely your responsibility, as no one wants to be implicated in your death.

Best of luck and may your path find you peace.
 
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ketopia

Missing my Mom
Jun 4, 2025
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Just placed my order. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. If it comes, I might get to see my mom again.
 
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apict

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May 4, 2025
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Hey, thanks for your input. Regarding the above and your other post, I did find two legit sources within 24 hours of joining. So research definitely works. I've also found 3 other sources that would take a bit more effort to access or had some other considerations, but were still there.

Regarding the other point, Sanctioned Suicide does not facilitate suicides. It merely provides a censorship-free platform to discuss suicide and recovery and provide general purpose information on methods and protocols. Putting everything together, and sourcing the materials is largely your responsibility, as no one wants to be implicated in your death.

Best of luck and may your path find you peace.
yeah, well - as far as you finding those sources within 24 hours, that is exactly what you said (along with saying "posts like these which all but give away the source are harmful to the community as a whole") BEFORE I asked you to justify your claim (about posts here all but giving away sources) by providing even one example of such, or at least PMing me that info if you were concerned about harm to the community as a whole. But, again, I am still waiting for either of those. Your claimed experience of how easy it is does not match with my many hours of failed such efforts. So yeah - I'm still waiting.
As to your second point, if a "SANCTIONED suicide" site insists on making it practically impossible to get the information needed to accomplish that, then the name should be changed.
Personally, there is a pretty good chance I would have successfully exited by now if I had never found this forum. But all the comments here about how the most available methods are undesirable have well and truly scared me out of it. And, again, the supposedly more reliable methods have been impossible for me to get enough info on - except for suicide by shotgun to the head, which, shit man, that's not how I want to go.
I'm left wondering if maybe this forum has been taken over by those trying to STOP people from exiting. Of course, I could be wrong.
If you truly acquired SN intending to exit, best of luck to you for that and for whatever might be awaiting us all afterward.
 
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quietwoods

Easypeazylemonsqueezy
May 21, 2025
224
yeah, well - as far as you finding those sources within 24 hours, that is exactly what you said (along with saying "posts like these which all but give away the source are harmful to the community as a whole") BEFORE I asked you to justify your claim (about posts here all but giving away sources) by providing even one example of such, or at least PMing me that info if you were concerned about harm to the community as a whole. But, again, I am still waiting for either of those. Your claimed experience of how easy it is does not match with my many hours of failed such efforts. So yeah - I'm still waiting.
As to your second point, if a "SANCTIONED suicide" site insists on making it practically impossible to get the information needed to accomplish that, then the name should be changed.
Personally, there is a pretty good chance I would have successfully exited by now if I had never found this forum. But all the comments here about how the most available methods are undesirable have well and truly scared me out of it. And, again, the supposedly more reliable methods have been impossible for me to get enough info on - except for suicide by shotgun to the head, which, shit man, that's not how I want to go.
I'm left wondering if maybe this forum has been taken over by those trying to STOP people from exiting. Of course, I could be wrong.
If you truly acquired SN intending to exit, best of luck to you for that and for whatever might be awaiting us all afterward.
Gotcha. Never said finding sources was easy, just that it's absolutely doable. Does take investigative skill and deduction. Suggest reading the PPH section on SN in its entirety.
Just placed my order. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. If it comes, I might get to see my mom again.
If you ordered from the source in question, just be aware the tracking can take like a week to appear, so don't panic.
 
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SeekingSerenity

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May 20, 2020
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yeah, well - as far as you finding those sources within 24 hours, that is exactly what you said (along with saying "posts like these which all but give away the source are harmful to the community as a whole") BEFORE I asked you to justify your claim (about posts here all but giving away sources) by providing even one example of such, or at least PMing me that info if you were concerned about harm to the community as a whole. But, again, I am still waiting for either of those. Your claimed experience of how easy it is does not match with my many hours of failed such efforts. So yeah - I'm still waiting.
As to your second point, if a "SANCTIONED suicide" site insists on making it practically impossible to get the information needed to accomplish that, then the name should be changed.
Personally, there is a pretty good chance I would have successfully exited by now if I had never found this forum. But all the comments here about how the most available methods are undesirable have well and truly scared me out of it. And, again, the supposedly more reliable methods have been impossible for me to get enough info on - except for suicide by shotgun to the head, which, shit man, that's not how I want to go.
I'm left wondering if maybe this forum has been taken over by those trying to STOP people from exiting. Of course, I could be wrong.
If you truly acquired SN intending to exit, best of luck to you for that and for whatever might be awaiting us all afterward.
SN is truly not that hard to access. And people posting sources such as this only deprives others of the opportunity to obtain it. This site is not designed to give direct instructions on how to CTB despite your apparent objections, but rather be a safe haven for those who are suffering. Don't expect anyone to PM you sources.

Look at DMC. It's become so widespread on this site that it's virtually a dead source. The second that a source becomes mainstream here, it gets compromised. If you are truly willing to do the research, you will find it with relative ease. I say this with the best of intentions and I wish you the best, but if you are truly set on this method then you will find a source and make it work for yourself.
 
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