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Red

Red

Warlock
Apr 10, 2019
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Been fighting against the urge to leave using a way I sort of feel like I've been advised against: to fill a couple more morphine prescriptions (currently on oral extended release daily and have oramorph on hand too), to go ahead and book a hotel room and just take it all at once; a full month's worth plus a couple weeks' "cushion" on top... over 3000mg in delicious, raspberry-flavoured extended release form and probably 1200mg - 1800mg suspended in ethanol to sup at until losing consciousness...

I have SN, and meto, but am really afraid of using the SN. I feel I would probably take the meto but then be more likely to try just taking all my morphine rather than the SN, instinctively feeling respiratory depression to be a more peaceful way out than tachycardia and potentially violent vomiting.

Would I perhaps survive if I took all that morphine or are they good odds to exit peacefully? I could perhaps try "boofing" (an admittedly alien concept to be me) some to increase bioavailability??
Could I maybe take the morphine and then chug the SN right at the end as I'm on the way out? I've read that meto affects opioids n vice versa but then I've also read that they can work together to be MORE effective??
Speaking with others there seems to be a lot of contrary evidence regarding opioids and meto and it's hard to come to any solid conclusions.
Does anyone have any reliable information on the subject?
 
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Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
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I'm asking myself exactly the same question...
 
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The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

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Oct 10, 2018
206
Well a payload of any opiate would definiately cause CNS failure, so there is a high chance of that.
Though it may lead to suffocation feeling, which could be unpleasant.
 
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Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,623
Well a payload of any opiate would definiately cause CNS failure, so there is a high chance of that.
Though it may lead to suffocation feeling, which could be unpleasant.
Do you mean opioids could lead to failing the SN method?
If you take SN and then directly opioids (intranasal or IV) for instance?
Or a small amount per os before and then SN?
 
Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
641
Propranolol decrease Heart rate and depress respiratory too in high dose. So it could increase its effect
Do you mean opioids could lead to failing the SN method?
If you take SN and then directly opioids (intranasal or IV) for instance?
Or a small amount per os before and then SN?
Intranasal like snorting?
 
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Red

Warlock
Apr 10, 2019
744
There are conflicting ideas on the subject - opioids cause gastroparesis (delayed emptying of stomach contents), plus increase the chances of vomiting
 
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greyhound

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
471
How much morphine are you on daily? Sounds like you probably have some level of tolerance. Maybe look at the DD* protocols. They use a ton of morphine though. Like 15 g and thats for someone without any opiate tolerance.

I was thinking about opiates too. I have some hydromorphone. But I just am not sure how much I'd need to reliably OD and I don't want to depress my respiration, not die and wake up with brain or nervous system damage.

 
greyhound

greyhound

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
471
Yeah hard to say I'd probably combine it with other things like in that protocol if you want more certainty of death. If you're in the US you can order stuff like Propanolol from online pharmacies.