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miguel6565

miguel6565

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Anyone can relate¿
 
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all_pointless

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Jul 2, 2018
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I'm not quite sure if it's the same but 4 days ago found alprazolam 1 in the house desperately took 4 pills just to feel the high but mostly I felt wobbly afterwards.
 
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miguel6565

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Apr 5, 2020
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I'm not quite sure if it's the same but 4 days ago found alprazolam 1 in the house desperately took 4 pills just to feel the high but mostly I felt wobbly afterwards.
yea makes you a living zombie and 3 pills of 1 g is way too much,i just take 1 mg of the extended release verison of alprazolam and weed
 
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Worthless_nobody

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Feb 14, 2019
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Yes I relate. I have become a benzo addict trying to numb my pain because it's one of only things that helps. On Xanax or other drugs is the only time I feel free or like normal people must feel..I laugh, I'm calm, no PTSD...it depresses me to only feel normal when I'm not "me".
 
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miguel6565

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Apr 5, 2020
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Yes I relate. I have become a benzo addict trying to numb my pain because it's one of only things that helps. On Xanax or other drugs is the only time I feel free or like normal people must feel..I laugh, I'm calm, no PTSD...it depresses me to only feel normal when I'm not "me".
Yea its make my depression and ctb thoughts more like i odnt care and do other things,i also addcited,i dont know what i would do whithout xanax
 
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