Only death for me (?)

[TheHatedOne]

I should have known ever since I was born to not expect too much from life. To not desire what everyone else does and also gets. People say ''everyone is worthy of good things, everyone is equal!'', but my life experience has demonstrated, over and over again, that I am not even worthy of basic things. I've only wanted simple things out of life. No houses with 30 rooms, 10 cars, be famous, have superpowers, be a reptilian etc. Just a best friend. To find my Evening Star. But considering how I am, it seems that even this is too much to ask for. I am the odd one out every fucking where. I'm the ultimate outcast. I should have known my place early in life so that I wouldn't have suffered so much by even trying. I was born only to be bullied and abused and nothing more. Pain is all I deserve it seems. I need to stop being frustrated over my fate and how things went out. It's not like anything's going to change. At least salvation is about to happen soon.

Edit: another post where I moan about how things went out and my desire to be loved which never happened. I need to stop...

 

[FuneralCry]

Life is so cruel and unfair. It seems as though many of us are brought into this world just to suffer. I know it can be dreadful living a painful existence. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.