Venting On the edge

[SterileMoth]

I feel like now would be the time. Tonight. I might give partial suspension a good go. It's the only thing I have access to, other than a reckless OD and a variety of chemicals. I'm not fully decided I suppose. But I feel like I don't have any other options anymore, I decided to live the past 3 years based on a lie, and now that that lie has crumbled I see little point in continuing.
I'll update this regardless of what I decide I'm doing.

 

[SterileMoth]

I was crying and my mom noticed, she stayed up with me, and I ended up telling her how I've wanted to ctb since May. Its 3am now. I don't think I will do anything tonight.

 

[helloparty]

I was crying and my mom noticed, she stayed up with me, and I ended up telling her how I've wanted to ctb since May. Its 3am now. I don't think I will do anything tonight.

I'm so glad you're mum was with you and you've had a chance to tell her what you are going through. Hope it starts to get better going forward.

All the best