Discussion On self-sabotage

[Astume]

Does anyone else sabotage their lives, whether intentionally or unintentionally, by being an asshole, ruining relationships, neglecting responsibilities, etc., so they can gather enough reasons and impulses to CTB?

 

[amygdala]

Yes I do this to a degree. Whenever I think about participating more in life and trying to rebuild it just makes me think about how hopeless things are and how I need to die. I end up doing nothing and just continue to rot.

 

[CursedSoul]

i do it pretty often, i don't need the motivation, but i'm trying to grow hate/dislike in the heart of the person, so they won't be sad that i die :) some people think i'm a heartless bastard, when i just make it seem like so they won't be sad haha

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Pretty much … it's been a lifetime of impulsive anxiety driven decisions that led me here

 

[Slimetae]

I mean I've fucked up my life pretty badly as a child before it started I just don't do anything to improve it now bc there is no point .

 

[Darrenloses]

God this thread resonates so well.. I self sabotage in all aspects of life.. I start a new job next week on Monday, I'm not feeling defeated just now and will try to muster the courage to do well there for once..