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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
338
So sorry.
Life sucks more and more each time I read such posts.
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
90
I should do it tomorrow, at this point I can't do it today
God I miss him so bad why did he leave me
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
90
So sorry, hope you don't mind me asking but did he also end it himself
He didn't, he left me over a thing that I've recently found out wasn't even true, after telling me we'd be together forever, I just really want to end it, I can't be with someone who isn't him and I can't even contact him to let him know it wasn't true, I lost my one only person and have no one to talk to anymore, it feels pathetic
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,654
He didn't, he left me over a thing that I've recently found out wasn't even true, after telling me we'd be together forever, I just really want to end it, I can't be with someone who isn't him and I can't even contact him to let him know it wasn't true, I lost my one only person and have no one to talk to anymore, it feels pathetic
There is no one only person, especially not at 21. The world is full of people for you to meet. You're barely out of your teens, you have a lifetime of love still ahead of you. The universe said no, it's given you one sign after the other. Today is not your day to CTB.
 
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FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
161
girl PLEASE wait a little bit longer.. this isn't going to be a warm fuzzy post but i'm trying to save you from the worst decision you are about to make in your life.. you JUST broke up with this dude that doesn't even want to talk to you any more and you are running around like a chicken with its head cut off trying to find any random thing you can to CTB on..

if this isn't an irrational and impulsive CTB then i don't know what is.. you need to relax and calm down and think about some things.. the trains and buildings will still be there a week from now, or even a month from now.. they aren't going any where.. there really isn't any reason to not just think about things a little more and give your thoughts some breathing room for a bit.. i mean look at your self from an outside perspective for a second.. don't you think you are being a little rash?..

every one on planet earth goes through tough breakups where they thought they were with the best most amazing person on the planet, but that's just called life.. do you know how ultra rare it is that some one ends up sticking with their first lover (or a lover at such a young age) for literally the rest of their life??.. it is SUPER RARE and usually NEVER HAPPENS.. so of course there was a high probability this was eventually going to happen with a relationship that started at such a young age like you are at.. you can't just go CTB over it.. you have tons of potential left in this life, and it isn't your time to go yet.. how many more signs do you need from the universe?.. do you need one from me too?.. IT IS NOT YOUR TIME YET.. CALM DOWN AND RELAX FOR A BIT..
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
90
girl PLEASE wait a little bit longer.. this isn't going to be a warm fuzzy post but i'm trying to save you from the worst decision you are about to make in your life.. you JUST broke up with this dude that doesn't even want to talk to you any more and you are running around like a chicken with its head cut off trying to find any random thing you can to CTB on..

if this isn't an irrational and impulsive CTB then i don't know what is.. you need to relax and calm down and think about some things.. the trains and buildings will still be there a week from now, or even a month from now.. they aren't going any where.. there really isn't any reason to not just think about things a little more and give your thoughts some breathing room for a bit.. i mean look at your self from an outside perspective for a second.. don't you think you are being a little rash?..

every one on planet earth goes through tough breakups where they thought they were with the best most amazing person on the planet, but that's just called life.. do you know how ultra rare it is that some one ends up sticking with their first lover (or a lover at such a young age) for literally the rest of their life??.. it is SUPER RARE and usually NEVER HAPPENS.. so of course there was a high probability this was eventually going to happen with a relationship that started at such a young age like you are at.. you can't just go CTB over it.. you have tons of potential left in this life, and it isn't your time to go yet.. how many more signs do you need from the universe?.. do you need one from me too?.. IT IS NOT YOUR TIME YET.. CALM DOWN AND RELAX FOR A BIT..
I am calm genuinely, and he isn't my only reason regardless
And also I keep posting here because I don't have anyone else, I have no friends to talk to and nothing to do, so I guess its noticeable when I post here that often
 
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