Venting On being trans and inconsistent, separately.

[corpse_prince]

Being trans in a conservative country is fucking difficult. I don't have the functioning it takes to do that shit.
Fuck I wish I did.
But most of all, I just wish I was cis. Fuck this whole pride stuff, fuck the world is getting better bs, I have so much privilege and it's still so miserable.
I'm done. I want to be done. I'm so tired of this.
I hate that I can be barely okay and forget about wanting to ctb this very instant with distraction. I hate that I can't just fucking commit. I hate that my brain gets optimistic about things, but never for long enough. I hate that I always always end up here. Might as well stay and learn to ignore the rest. F.

 

[bea1974]

Hard relate here.

Solidarity x

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are tired of everything. False hope really is painful, it is why I am glad I have none. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[whywere]

Hi! We are ALL the same period. I do not care about anything but being progressive, nice to one another and moving humanity forward. Maybe that is one reason I have no friends, except all the great folks on SS!!,

I was raised ultra poor, and I am 65 now so this was back 55 plus years ago, but I can still remember how I was treated by other school kids because I could not afford to go and do things they did, like a school dance, nope it cost money that at the time we did not have. I HATED being crapped on by others and I told myself back in the 1960's that I never ever would treat another human anyway but the way I would want to be treated.

I send you all the love and caring that I have in the fiber of my being, take care of yourself please and have a lovely weekend filled with friends and sunny skies.

Always my best to a great friend , here on SS!!

Walter

 

[corpse_prince]

Hi! We are ALL the same period. I do not care about anything but being progressive, nice to one another and moving humanity forward. Maybe that is one reason I have no friends, except all the great folks on SS!!,

I was raised ultra poor, and I am 65 now so this was back 55 plus years ago, but I can still remember how I was treated by other school kids because I could not afford to go and do things they did, like a school dance, nope it cost money that at the time we did not have. I HATED being crapped on by others and I told myself back in the 1960's that I never ever would treat another human anyway but the way I would want to be treated.

I send you all the love and caring that I have in the fiber of my being, take care of yourself please and have a lovely weekend filled with friends and sunny skies.

Always my best to a great friend , here on SS!!

Walter

Thank you so much for your kind reply, it means a lot~

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I have so much privilege and it's still so miserable.

Our total combined privilege is our "life situation", so no need to feel bad about it.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Being LGBT sucks ass. Let alone being in the wrong place. I relate to alot of what you say. I hope you feel better