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i have no enemies
- Apr 1, 2020
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Hi, i joined this site when i was in one of my darkest places. I went to 3 different mental hospitals and now im here today, currently 7 months clean from self harm (yay!)
im doing a lot better, although still struggling a bit. I have a nice therapist and i just got off one of my medications. (now i only have 1 antidepressant!) I guess why im writing this is for my future self if i ever look back, and for anyone who hasnt had success. it seems cheesy, but things could get better when you least expect it. A couple months ago i thought i would kill myself by cutting my artery one day. and now im trying my best to be happy. i have discovered my sexuality and gender (for now) and even though im in a bit of a twist at the moment, i just wish you all a good day. thanks for listening to my story :) i hope you all are doing well, and thank you site for being there for me when i was most vulnerable. (although i still wish i had a cat, that hasnt changed D:! )
im doing a lot better, although still struggling a bit. I have a nice therapist and i just got off one of my medications. (now i only have 1 antidepressant!) I guess why im writing this is for my future self if i ever look back, and for anyone who hasnt had success. it seems cheesy, but things could get better when you least expect it. A couple months ago i thought i would kill myself by cutting my artery one day. and now im trying my best to be happy. i have discovered my sexuality and gender (for now) and even though im in a bit of a twist at the moment, i just wish you all a good day. thanks for listening to my story :) i hope you all are doing well, and thank you site for being there for me when i was most vulnerable. (although i still wish i had a cat, that hasnt changed D:! )
