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I want to go home
- Apr 18, 2019
- 412
You may remember my post from a week or so ago where I was complaining about having to send my SN back... Well, somehow, I got to keep it out of that whole ordeal.
It's now been sitting in my bedroom for a few days and I keep contemplating it.
Everyday since, I've been thinking about my date. I have nothing set in stone (it's alternating from a week, to months, to next year, to tomorrow) but I know this is what I'm going to use (that and some ibuprofen & paracetamol because f*ck getting antiemetics in France).
It feels so strange, to just think I could be gone if I woke up and decided to go through with it… I've had so many days like that before but I always lacked the method—now I have it, I haven't had one of these days yet. Don't know when I will, but I'll be sure to update you then.
One thing's for sure, I can't take this much longer.
It's now been sitting in my bedroom for a few days and I keep contemplating it.
Everyday since, I've been thinking about my date. I have nothing set in stone (it's alternating from a week, to months, to next year, to tomorrow) but I know this is what I'm going to use (that and some ibuprofen & paracetamol because f*ck getting antiemetics in France).
It feels so strange, to just think I could be gone if I woke up and decided to go through with it… I've had so many days like that before but I always lacked the method—now I have it, I haven't had one of these days yet. Don't know when I will, but I'll be sure to update you then.
One thing's for sure, I can't take this much longer.
