OD test run

[Apathy's Girl]

Christmas Eve was fine, just my husband and my self. I only cried a few times for no reason, Christmas day spent with my mom, sister and my husband, The oncologist said this is probably my mom's last Christmas
When my husband and I got home everything seemed okay and then we just exploded at each other. We both said we want divorces. He said he is going to kill himself by the new year. I want to beat him to it (I've been suicidal longer). I know, I know overdosing is not an ideal way to go, but I think I have it figured out. My trial run is just 20 mg lorazepam, a bottle of wine and three Lunestas. This is just enough to put me out for two days. I've been saving my lorazepam and have over 100mg, I also have over than 100mg lunesta and up have codeine and alcohol I can add to the mix. I don't know if the SI will kick in at the time but so far the test run is going pretty well. I'm not feeling much of anything right now.

 

[Silenos]

Even with 100mg, lorazepam will most likely still not kill you. It's more likely that you'll end up getting sectioned after trying this. It's probably best to just... not.

 

[Apathy's Girl]

Even with the Lunesta and codeine? I'm so crushed.

 

[Silenos]

The combination might do the trick, and yet it's still way more likely than not that it'll fail, and you wake up 3 days later with a massive headache. Possibly in a hospital bed. I'm sorry to tell you, but this is not something you should attempt.

 

[_Minsk]

I did research hypothermia a bit, enough alcohol and codeine might be everything needed to passout and then peacefully freeze. I have been in a forest recently at -8°C and did drink a bit, im convinced its a reliable and peaceful method. Not sure if you live somewhere with these temperatures but it seems reliable to me if not found for +6h