Numb yourself

[Sadness20]

Numb numb numb yourself all day long.
Numb numb numb yourself that's the only thing that keeps you going strong.


And because you just kept on reading here's a poem of mine:

It's called "Death with a scythe"

Each person is just watching, when I die.

Everyone keeps on me their eye.

But not to make me feel better, or to make me feel less alone.

Just to know, how long I suffered. This is something written in stone.

They will decorate my grave with flowers and words, that say I was so brave.

But these are LIES. Lies taken down from the skies.

My life belongs to me, it's my own.

This is something that should be known.

Noone should be able to fill me with guilt for dying, they should just stop lying.

It's my decision to take my own life. Honestly it's not better to wait for Death with the scythe.

 

[FuneralCry]

Thanks for sharing. The poem is very well written. For me I see it as better to ctb than wait around for death as the life expectancy is too long. I cannot suffer like this for decades.