Nothing will be missed when I leave. It hurts!

[nopointofliving]

It hurts me when I think what will happen after my death.... Nothing will happen, my mother will cry a lot but no one else would really care.

My sisters will give me 2 tear drops or 4 lol, then they will be busy in their life. They would be talking about my death and how will I be burned in hell.

My exes won't even know about my death, they will probably be married by then. Oh ya! If they know about my death, they might thank their God that they didn't stay with me :D

So before pulling my soul out of my body, I won't send any text message to anyone. I won't write anything ... why would it matter ?! I will be talking to myself in that note haha. So I'm not writing any note, but honestly, I wish to write a book before leaving. A book about my suffer, about my pain, my daily struggle..... and I think many who share the same struggle might be interested to browse it... It might be a silly thought, but I'm just saying!

 

[Huntfish34]

I'm really sorry to hear about all of this going on, but I can certainly relate to a lot of it.

Thoughts and prayers to you,

Butch.

P.S. I think writing a book is a good idea,. Nothing silly about it.

 

[FuneralCry]

People can simply be so cruel, it must be hard to deal with those kind of feelings. Writing a book is a good idea, so others can understand what you have been through and the suffering you have faced. I wish you well.

 

[whywhywhy]

I dont know, I wish if I died nobody would miss me. I would be able to CTB without worries