NSFW Nothing is enough

[motel rooms]

Nothing works, nothing is enough... Say you love me again, kiss me, hold me, hold me tighter, let me grope all your muscles, let me kiss you harder, choke on my tongue, undress me, undress for me, show me everything, get on your back, let me in, give me everything, make me feel like a man, say you're mine, say I own you, say I saved you, say nothing fills you up like me, say you live for me, say you'd kill for me, say it's big, say you feel it, say it's the biggest you've ever had, say you want me to fuck you until we both bleed, say it, say it louder, bite my lips, bite my neck, smack my chest, punch it, say I'm strong, say I'm not a fraud, say I'm real, say you're my man, say you'll marry me, say you love me, say it again, again, say it all again, louder, say I'm not sick, say I'm not dying, share my fever with me, feel me, see me, cure me, give me silence, kill his voice, kill it, kill It, please kill my father...

 

[motel rooms]

In the cold light of morning
While everyone's yawning, you're high
In the cold light of morning
You're drunk, sick from whoring and high

Staring back from the mirrors
A face that you don't recognize
It's a loser, a sinner
A cock in a dildo's disguise
In the cold light

Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow...

 

[motel rooms]

I'm still nothing but meat...

 

[fox_wannabe]

It never supposed to be enough. It just is like that. I am sorry.

I just wish for somebody to see my cry and who would understand me and love me enough to let me go.

 

[motel rooms]

 

[fox_wannabe]

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is that you?

 

[motel rooms]

is that you?

Yes & no

 

[motel rooms]

 

[fox_wannabe]

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organs, bones, muscle, flesh, a bit of movement, moisture and friction. I am so dead inside but I feel free

 

[Snake of Eden]

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[nythrox]

Eat me.
Feed me.
All these lies and delusions we give to ourselves in our quest to sustain against life.
Will never mend the wounds and the holes we carry deep in the heart.

 

[motel rooms]

Eat me.
Feed me.
All these lies and delusions we give to ourselves in our quest to sustain against life.
Will never mend the wounds and the holes we carry deep in the heart.

I made everything come undone
I made everything fall apart
I quit running to the finishing line
And I went back to the start
I found a great, big hole in the middle of my life
Shaped just like my heart, just like my heart

I lost sight of what was under my feet
'Cause I always had to be on top
And I was so drunk on love
That I didn't taste a single drop
And I used to make everything run on time
Till I made the whole world stop, I made it stop

Now I'm watching the world move in slow motion
For too long I've been trying to walk
Through a river of mud
For too long I've been trying to talk
Over the sound of rushing blood
Where truth is a story scribbled in chalk
Just an hour before the flood, before the flood

Now I'm watching the world move in slow motion
Now I'm finding it easy to breathe
I made everything come undone
I made everything fall apart
I quit running to the finishing line
And I went back to the start
I found a great big hole in the middle of my life
Shaped just like my heart, just like my heart
Just like my heart...

-- Karine Polwart

 

[nythrox]

I will miss you when you're gone
stay with me until then
ephemeral and beautiful
we'll live forever until its over.

 

[1up]

This is so poetic and raw. You guys have a way with words.