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RottenSoul

RottenSoul

Disociating through life
Dec 20, 2021
27
7/10
 
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suffocatingseraphim

suffocatingseraphim

⸙𖦹killing the self as to protect it from harm𖦹⸙
Feb 6, 2020
107
7.5-8/10

been laying in wait for a phone call for hours, running on 5 hours of sleep. my stomach has been weighted with anxiety for hours on end with no breaks. I feel hollowed out and so, so livid. I really struggle with changed plans, I struggle with boredom. It feels like a stake being driven through my skull. I just want to fucking get rid of this feeling.
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
367
8/10
Found out I lost another job and had another awful birthday. I don't often think about running in front of traffic or laying down on the train track but today I have.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,596
8....depressed🥵🥵🥵
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
352
10/10
I really need the torture to end
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,596
9......Phiphi plus distant ? pas de message avec des coeurs? ça m'a donné mal de ventre et diarrhée tellement ça me stresse
 
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thelostautistic

Wizard
Jul 31, 2025
640
Maybe 7/10. My mood is getting really low again.
 
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accountnamerequired

Student
Oct 9, 2023
103
I think I'm ok right now, just bored af. No one I usually talk to is around so I came on here
 
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foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
299
9/10, traumatic memories playing and unable to sleep, no appetite.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,596
turstehers

turstehers

Member
Jun 20, 2026
23
How do you arrive at those numbers? I can never guess it so precisely.
But it's somewhere at 3/4.
 
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iamsotired25

Member
Jun 2, 2026
9
8/10 - I don't want to live anymore. I just can't do it. I want my past back - I wish I could go back in the past and fix things - I hate my life now
 
troubled_puppet

troubled_puppet

she/her
Apr 29, 2026
34
7/10.
nothing even happened today.

eight fucking billion people in the world who are cool and interesting. and im stuck here in my office at 2am in the morning. accomplishing fck all.

sleep is fcked up. no appetite.
 
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HNR_

Can't CTB (yet) bc of the heat and some bs...
May 21, 2026
118
7/10.
nothing even happened today.

eight fucking billion people in the world who are cool and interesting. and im stuck here in my office at 2am in the morning. accomplishing fck all.

sleep is fcked up. no appetite.
Most people are uninteresting morons, folks that aren't are pretty rare, to be honest, if it somehow comforts you to an extent
Look at people online for instance, not the ones some algos push but people in the comments, not the best metric but still accurate enough to give you an idea
4/10

Haven't checked the news today so I guess I'm ok, mostly tired of the heatwave and inaccurate forecasts making it uncertain when I should actually CTB
 
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