not sure where to go

[so tired or manic]

I run out of insulin in a couple days. I asked my endocrinologist for more, but nothing ever happened and I'm beyond sick of this fighting for my life thing. I don't understand why I should be arguing a few times a month to get medical supplies. I figure I'll just let the diabetes kill me, but last time I tried that I was rushed to the hospital after found unconscious. A hole was drilled in my knee to get an IV in me. A coma and some hallucinations later I'm still fucking alive.

I don't have money for a hotel, I don't have a tent to camp out in. There isn't anywhere I can get to with a tent to camp to begin with. I don't know how to avoid being sent to a hospital.
I suppose I might as well try calling them again since I can't simply tuck away in a corner and wait.