Venting Not sure if I can take it anymore

[coyguy]

Right now, everything that's wrong in my life, just suddenly hit me. I tried to get drunk to make me feel better, but it just got worse. Now I'm just crying, thinking of ways to end it all. I don't really have any friends or family who I could talk to about this.
It's always been like this, sometimes getting as worse as it is now.
Don't really know why I'm posting this...

I really think my days are numbered now.

 

[Arrow]

I don't really have any friends or family who I could talk to about this.

PM me ill talk to you if you want mate