not like feeling good

[guy 1]

anyone who doesn't like feeling good? you wake up in the morning feeling real good, you do the things you have been putting off. you get out of the house, talk to people, all uppity humpty. get stuck in traffic jams, feel so cool now you are part of the game...., and then all of a sudden, all you want to do is ruin all that. get a beer, weed, anything so as just to ruin it all. why do we do it, those of us who do it.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I never feel good.

 

[nowayout*]

I never feel good.

These days i don't either.

 

[Lost Magic]

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Sometimes feel more energy and then feel pressure to go out and solve my problems… But then I realize I can't… they're too big… And then I wish a cloud of depression would swallow me and render me catatonic…

 

[Sister of the Moon]

What does "feeling good" mean? I have no clue, because I've never really felt it.

 

[Snake of Eden]

What does "feeling good" mean? I have no clue, because I've never really felt it.

You know what. You are absolutely right. People underestimate how others dont even have a frame of reference to what it is like to feel good. We assume what feeling good is like but we can never truly know. Of course some people obviously are feeling good and it shows. For others not so much. It also can be like the slowly boiling frog analogy when someone goes from feeling good to not feel good and not even notice the decline. Brains are truly a marvellous thing

 

[Sanva]

i rarely feel good but when i do i don't trust it. I immediately think something terrible is going to happen

 

[ikadasui]

I wake up exhausted no matter how much sleep I get. Constantly on zombie mode faking every single interaction while my mind just thinks about suicide most of the day. Sometimes I'll have a good streak for a lil bit maybe an hour or less and then it tricks me into thinking life is good before crashing down again as a reminder. Been like this for over 10 years while things continuously get worse.