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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I am so tired of waking up to my four walls of boredom
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
Have you worked before/are you working, and if so how did it go forcing yourself without purpose/ambition? That's where I'm at, I just scrape through the days, and it gives me something to do but it doesn't bring me any more purpose or ambition so I still feel empty, and like I'm letting down my employers. Don't know what to do with that, but I need to resume work soon haha
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Have you worked before/are you working, and if so how did it go forcing yourself without purpose/ambition? That's where I'm at, I just scrape through the days, and it gives me something to do but it doesn't bring me any more purpose or ambition so I still feel empty, and like I'm letting down my employers. Don't know what to do with that, but I need to resume work soon haha
I worked before yes however I haven't been working for 3 months. Yeah it doesn't really motivate me and I feel empty.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,615
I understand how you feel, I feel as though I have no purpose, I just exist for the sake of existing. I am very tired and all I want is to be gone. There is nothing that I want from life anyway. I'm sorry that you are going through this. I wish you the best.
 
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Mtnwildflowers

Student
Jan 14, 2022
182
i feel you. I have no ambition to do anything. About to quit my career after making it a decade prentending and faking all was well. So glad I got some N and hopefully it will work out and I can finally move on to passing
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
1,329
I worked before yes however I haven't been working for 3 months. Yeah it doesn't really motivate me and I feel empty.
I also stopped working about a month and a half ago. Now I spend my days in bed watching tv and think about things a lot because I have so much free time. It's not good. It's good to have an occupation to occupy your mind.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I also stopped working about a month and a half ago. Now I spend my days in bed watching tv and think about things a lot because I have so much free time. It's not good. It's good to have an occupation to occupy your mind.
That's true however I just don't feel like working and interacting rn
 
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Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,233
I have been off of work for over a year due to a medical condition. You need to find something to occupy you mind and time. It is different, but manageable.
 
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dreambound

Student
Dec 14, 2021
110
there are so many people now that very few are able to find a job that they enjoy. An enjoyable job can be life changing...
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
1,329
there are so many people now that very few are able to find a job that they enjoy. An enjoyable job can be life changing...
Indeed
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
I totally agree. These walls are my prison, and I never found fulfilment from any of my jobs I had in the past. Music, games, youtube and coming on here are some of the ways I pass the time. The summer is here and I really don't feel motivated to do anything. Oh, well. Them's the breaks.
 
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symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
I actually have a sense of purpose and ambition, but I can't achieve it. A few hours of therapy a day is literally more than I can handle. I wouldn't last a day in grad school.
 

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