nobody likes me 4

[SharkBiter]

I had work today. I had to buy compression sleeves for my arms because I didn't want to freak out the customers. I have a hoarse throat. I hope its some deadly disease that is ravaging my body day by day. whatever.

I spilled the mop bucket twice like a fucking MORON and i had to make my manager stay late oh my god i felt so fucking bad. I was waiting on my ride to pick me up. its raining and dark, and im watching my manager and then my other manager (guy i like) get into their cars and drive off. part of me wanted someone to stay, or offer me a ride, but i know its not necessary and im fantasizing. i wish i fit in with my coworkers. i dont have any friends here, and i feel so alone. i want real, tangible friends. i want to do something with someone in this town. i wish my manager would talk to me more. i really like him. i feel so stupid. im so fucking tired. i want to end it all right now but i just cant. i have too much resting on me.

I dont have a lot to say other than that. im just tired and i want someone to like me. i just want a real life friend.

 

[LastNite]

Not to sound dumb but you tried to talk to the person that you like?
Idk I feel like some people are afraid to talk to other unless the other person comes up to them to talk.
Thats me as well. I hope things turn out good for you. Dont give up so soon!