Venting Nobody cares about me

[CoolGuy9]

Nobody ever starts talking to me, it's always me who has to start the conversation. There used to be people who would talk to me, but I probably fucked that up. Now every time I try to talk to people, they don't really care and I just want to feel like someone cares.

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel like in general people only care about what directly affects themselves. Many people can be very selfish. I'm sorry you are going through this, I can imagine it must be very isolating. People can be so disappointing. I wish you the best.

 

[LittleBlackCat]

Nobody ever starts talking to me, it's always me who has to start the conversation. There used to be people who would talk to me, but I probably fucked that up. Now every time I try to talk to people, they don't really care and I just want to feel like someone cares.

I'm so sorry. I feel exactly the same way.

 

[someonelse]

There are a lot of people in my life who never ask about me and im always asking after them. So I know the feeling. Don't take it personally. As another user said people are selfish and I'd add self-consumed to that. I'm sorry you're in so much pain. I wish I could take it away. I wish you the best.

 

[fox_wannabe]

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Yeah I agree. I feel invisible even though I have family and friends online. But I can't project It on other people.

 

[someonelse]

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This is true. And I guess since speaking of ctb is so verboten you never know if other people in your life are also suicidal too.

 

[whatevs]

I'm not going to. It is and many are beyond caring

I was floating a challenge out there for those that disagree. Haha.

 

[thisplaceisaprison]

I think in the instance someone was an only child and didn't have their family around anymore or anyone that would be affected by it, still selfish for whoever has to clean it up, but at least they're getting paid. I do think it's selfish and would really hurt a couple people, but those couple people don't have to live my next 50 years and figure things out instead of becoming homeless, injured or very ill.

 

[Rabhen]

Nobody ever starts talking to me, it's always me who has to start the conversation. There used to be people who would talk to me, but I probably fucked that up. Now every time I try to talk to people, they don't really care and I just want to feel like someone cares.

I feel exactly same, no one ever contacts me first and I am made to feel like I am intruding by contacting others first. It is always inconvenient, yada yada yada. Even on here, this site, no one contacts me first and the few I have contacted ghost me after they find out things about me. Nice. I finally quit trying, not contacting anyone any more, this is my last post to others on here and I have no social media. Someone wants me, they better come find me before it's too late.

 

[Crazy4u]

Nobody ever starts talking to me, it's always me who has to start the conversation. There used to be people who would talk to me, but I probably fucked that up. Now every time I try to talk to people, they don't really care and I just want to feel like someone cares.

people are so fake and won't ask about you unless they need something from you. It is not your fault

 

[HAPPY(not)]

Truth:
You ever ask a man how he's doing and he says I'm alright
I'm here to tell you that man is not alright
that man is battling demons
that you can not even possibly imagine
that man is struggling every single day
to find a reason to keep going
and the reason
we all say we're alright
is because as a man
nobody really fucking cares what your going through
so why even bother to say it
but you know what
I feel you brother
because
I'm alright too

 

[DunnoWhyButYeah]

Same.