Venting No way I can make it in this society

[BluesRunTheGame]

And I'm not sure I really want to. There's no place for me and I'm too anxious for it and I don't believe in it. I just rot in my room unable and perhaps unwilling to face the reality of capitalist society. I'm 37 and broke and going nowhere.

 

[catflowers]

And I'm not sure I really want to. There's no place for me and I'm too anxious for it and I don't believe in it. I just rot in my room unable and perhaps unwilling to face the reality of capitalist society. I'm 37 and broke and going nowhere.

well at least you are 37 i am 19 and in the same spot

 

[freevoid]

I feel you. I'm 30 and in a similar position, with chronic illness on top of it. I'm too easily stressed and I don't agree with 95% of what I see in this weird torture realm. Neither mentally, emotionally, physically or morally am I compatible with this place. Suicide was always inevitable for me.

There's nothing wrong with being unwilling to play along with a sociopaths game.

 

[Lost Magic]

And I'm not sure I really want to. There's no place for me and I'm too anxious for it and I don't believe in it. I just rot in my room unable and perhaps unwilling to face the reality of capitalist society. I'm 37 and broke and going nowhere.

Similar age here and I just rot in my room too these days. Sometimes I will go out and enjoy walks in nature but other than that I am a complete shut in. But, I like it that way. There is nothing out there for me.

 

[Teddybear]

And I'm not sure I really want to. There's no place for me and I'm too anxious for it and I don't believe in it. I just rot in my room unable and perhaps unwilling to face the reality of capitalist society. I'm 37 and broke and going nowhere.

I feel tbe same bro, just 22 years older. :(

 

[Poor Stargazer]

It sucks when you are smart enough to realize what is actually going on, on the planet. This is a whole bunch of bullshit for sure.

 

[brokensea]

We are wage slaves and our only value as a human is making money for someone else. If we can't contribute to this capitalistic society we are left to rot on disability that isn't enough to feed us or give us a roof over our head. We sleep in the streets to die. If we can't perform as a worker slave we have no value. Greedy landlords raise rents to astronomical levels to fill their pockets knowing their renters live in poverty and can't eat sometimes. They're raising the price of food more and more. Our greedy society impoverishes us all. Want to run your air conditioner now to not get heat stroke? Use your heater for warmth? Good luck with the bill and the new pretend surge rates. Our society is falling apart and being run by greedy pigs.

 

[TigerFestival]

Same. I'm 34 and mostly in the same spot. Sigh.

 

[flightless bird]

There is nothing wrong with you, BluesRunTheGame. The world is wrong, and fake, and cruel. The shit I've seen in this realm, never for a second blame yourself for what you've been through.

I hope the best of things find you somehow, and you find your own peace.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

There's just no real help for deeply depressed or anxious people, at least not here in the UK. Most people just don't have a clue. I'd be more optimistic about things if I ever saw any real change in mental healthcare, beyond the unhelpful (and oftentimes damaging) platitudes that you see in the media and on social media all the time.

 

[Funeralprincess]

well at least you are 37 i am 19 and in the same spot

You have more of an excuse though because you're 19. To lack financial stability in your 30s is heavily problematic. I can understand why they don't want to be alive… THAT is a huge issue and isn't something any smart person wants to deal with… not in this society and heavily inflated economy

 

[FuneralCry]

I could personally never want to exist in a world where such cruelty and suffering exists, there is nothing here for me, your feelings are understandable.