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Buffy5120

Death is vital
Mar 19, 2020
614
Is it crazy that i dont feel any type of sympathy for my family when i ctb..like i was just daydreaming a couple minutes ago when i go I'll probably want to be cremated and I honestly wouldn't even care if it made them sad or anything because they treated me like shit for so long and plus my life has been torturous for almost now coming to 10 years i was even saying good they deserve to feel like that i really dont care how they feel honestly is this bad?
 
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Silenos

Silenos

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Jul 25, 2020
1,056
i really dont care how they feel honestly is this bad?
No.

If you legitimately feel like they treated you like shit you don't owe them a thing. In my case I might even go a step further and call out my parents as one of the main reasons for why I'm killing myself.
 
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Buffy5120

Death is vital
Mar 19, 2020
614
No.

If you legitimately feel like they treated you like shit you don't owe them a thing. In my case I might even go a step further and call out my parents as one of the main reasons for why I'm killing myself.
Yeah i just wish i was gone already
 
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imdone1

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Oct 11, 2020
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same
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
No, it's not crazy. Many people have been abandoned by their families or feel they contributed to their reasoning to ctb. I know I do.
 
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