Venting No point settling for less

[KleinerWolf]

Canceled my job interview today.
The restaurant menu is literally so shit and the rating is very bad.
the menu items itself makes no sense,
Basically Asian-European confusion lol

and just thinking about how my previous job was at good rating restaurant,
Food that make sense, well plated was enough reason to dread going to this interview.

this also makes me think why I'm here in my situation today.
I had some minor "peak highlights" in life but they were just not enough on the grand scheme of things,
Yet here I am today in a worse position, feeling confused, agitated, looking for that "something".

I can't help but think about how suicide can instantly solve all my problems at once,
It is honestly insane.

 

[Life_and_Death]

i know starting your way back up can be dishearting and challenging but i believe in you.

 

[KleinerWolf]

i know starting your way back up can be dishearting and challenging but i believe in you.

Thanks pal,
I'll figure something out.

in a big mess, deep down low,
But whatever u know?

 

[Life_and_Death]

Thanks pal,
I'll figure something out.

in a big mess, deep down low,
But whatever u know?

im not sure how or if it would work considering where you are but could you maybe go out on your own. be your own boss type thing.

 

[KleinerWolf]

im not sure how or if it would work considering where you are but could you maybe go out on your own. be your own boss type thing.

Yeah I was literally thinking about it but I realise my family doesn't have enough capital to build something in the west.
I could start a restaurant business in China or something but I want residency in the west so I don't know what I'm thinking really.

 

[Life_and_Death]

my family doesn't have enough capital to build

im guessing this mean you dont have enough money to open a spot.

neither do i but im still going to do it. i hate to say it though but youve got to start at the bottom with what you can afford. im going to start my bakery out at local flea markets and stuff like that. then im going to get business contracts. save up money from that and sooner or later ill have myself a business front. might even make a few extra dollars on the side with a cookbook and maybe some other crafts i do.

 

[KleinerWolf]

im guessing this mean you dont have enough money to open a spot.

neither do i but im still going to do it. i hate to say it though but youve got to start at the bottom with what you can afford. im going to start my bakery out at local flea markets and stuff like that. then im going to get business contracts. save up money from that and sooner or later ill have myself a business front. might even make a few extra dollars on the side with a cookbook and maybe some other crafts i do.

Yes everyone starts small.
Success is within reach.