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hyacinths

hyacinths

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Sep 25, 2021
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i have no prospects, no future, no love, no real friendships, i have absolutely nothing. my only future is in killing myself. ive known this since i was twelve. i was a fool for thinking that it could be different for someone like me. that i could
 
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czx85

czx85

Student
Jun 8, 2019
133
Can relate. I really regret that I didn't kill myself when I was 13. Thought things might go better, but nope. I never appreciate any periodof my life. And I never loved myself
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
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Howdy! You have a whole website, SS, of friends and that includes me.

I am your friend on SS and I 100% believe in you as far as down the road you will do great. I have through the decades been where I had few things going on, as far as friends, work..etc, but then things would start to get better and it will for you also.

You are a kind and a intelligent soul, your post spoke volumes to me on this aspect, and you are like a flower that is just waiting to blossom and when you do, wow! it will be awesome.

Please try and do not be so hard on yourself, have a great rest of this week and a fantastic upcoming weekend.

Friends always,

Walter
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Isn't it funny how those overly optimistic normies come and say ''It will get better! The sun will shine down on your road! You have a future ahead!'' like they know it all as if they lived every single second of their life with you like no bro what I'm waiting for things to get better since 11, been suffering non stop and let's say it supposedly got ''better'' this year but it quickly went to ashes and now I'm suffering non stop again. It never gets better.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,635
I understand how you feel. There is nothing here for me, my life is very empty and everything is hopeless. I view my existence as an mistake, I should have never been born. If I do not ctb I will just have decades of suffering ahead. Life is just so depressing. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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