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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
622
  • i dont want to go back to school.
  • i dont feel like learning new useless skills.
  • i dont want to make new friends or contact old ones.
  • i dont want to participate in community shit.
  • i dont want a fucking career.
  • i dont want to figure out whatever my stupid fucking "purpose in life" is.
  • i dont want a car, house, or start a family.
  • i dont fucking want any responsibilities period.
  • i dont want to participate in small talk because some idiot can't handle silence for 5 minutes.
  • i dont want to keep selling myself just to get rejected without reason for whatever I need.
  • i dont want to try new hobbies.
  • i dont want to live in sobriety.
  • i dont even want to live past 30 years old at this point.

i just want to die
why the fuck is that so difficult to understand…….
 
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CarbonBased

CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
215
Me too! High five âś‹
 
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ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
  • i dont want to go back to school.
  • i dont feel like learning new useless skills.
  • i dont want to make new friends or contact old ones.
  • i dont want to participate in community shit.
  • i dont want a fucking career.
  • i dont want to figure out whatever my stupid fucking "purpose in life" is.
  • i dont want a car, house, or start a family.
  • i dont fucking want any responsibilities period.
  • i dont want to participate in small talk because some idiot can't handle silence for 5 minutes.
  • i dont want to keep selling myself just to get rejected without reason for whatever I need.
  • i dont want to try new hobbies.
  • i dont want to live in sobriety.
  • i dont even want to live past 30 years old at this point.

i just want to die
why the fuck is that so difficult to understand…….
Most of them are valid for me too, literally all of them, this is not a good world for that..
 
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Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
201
Yeah i get you mate.. I feel the same way im 21 and i've been deafeted by life, i have nothing to live for..no motivation whatsoever...im ending it very much soon
 
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