starboy2k
“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
- May 21, 2025
- 622
- i dont want to go back to school.
- i dont feel like learning new useless skills.
- i dont want to make new friends or contact old ones.
- i dont want to participate in community shit.
- i dont want a fucking career.
- i dont want to figure out whatever my stupid fucking "purpose in life" is.
- i dont want a car, house, or start a family.
- i dont fucking want any responsibilities period.
- i dont want to participate in small talk because some idiot can't handle silence for 5 minutes.
- i dont want to keep selling myself just to get rejected without reason for whatever I need.
- i dont want to try new hobbies.
- i dont want to live in sobriety.
- i dont even want to live past 30 years old at this point.
i just want to die
why the fuck is that so difficult to understand…….