Venting no name #6

[little helpers]

this is pure venting. haven't slept an hour since last night. congrats on being broke and dopesick! cheers motherfucker. just been feeling extra-needy rn. extra fucking needy. one word doesn't say how I feel. expand it. needy and clingy and empty and desperate and hopeless and spiteful and disparaging and belittling. the fuck is my problem, man? tell me about it! I'd rather get run over by a truck than feel this way.

and I get real torn posting this cuz it's like I'm taking up space.

"Oh Well, OK". I'm feeling that song a bit too hard today. stabs right in the chest. now that's how someone died, huh? titled post "no name #6" just becuz I want an Elliott Smith reference. Idk. this isn't making sense. thank you for stopping by to read this piece of complete literary bullshit.

 

[FuneralCry]

I always feel worse when I get less sleep. I know it can be dreadful when you are in so much pain, I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you the best.