i know 1 micro-second after my brain dies i will cease to exist and never exist again. I would rather not exist and never exist again over any kind of life / existence / consciousness . i want non-existence forever a trillion times over life as a human . to me life as a human or any sentient animal is the most horrific , dangerous , painful , ridiculous , unecessary extreme torture .
just one thing out of many to be a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain. another to be 30 trillion monstrous cells. I could write multiple 1000 page books on how bad painful terrible torturous meaningless life is .
think of the most horrible nightmare , the worst pain, the worst torture a human could fall into trapped. non-existence is a good as that nightmare is bad for a human engulfed in that hell. because in non-existence there can be no pain , no suffering , no problems no extreme torture no nightmare .