Venting Night times are the absolute worst for me

[VoidDesirer22]

Like clockwork when it is dark and everybody is asleep, I am at my most unstable. The loneliness takes the wheel.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Like clockwork when it is dark and everybody is asleep

and everybody is asleep next to each other*

 

[FuneralCry]

Night times can be even worse if you are unable to sleep. It can be very isolating being trapped with your own thoughts. I used to find nighttime quite comforting but now it is very depressing. I would like no more nights, I would like eternal sleep. I'm sorry you have to go through this.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I love nighttime. I get to let my mind wonder in all possible places. Great for soltitude and quietness. But I get where you are coming from

 

[TooConscious]

I think at 4am is the peak psychedelic time. I love the night time now but I used to struggle whe I was substance dependent. I believe I was getting spiritually attacked harder back then because I obviously had more life energy to steal as a teenager young adult.

If you struggle to find solace in listening or reading or watching people you connect with then it may be worth trying to check if this could be an issue do some techniques to block the parasitic entities.

 

[ikadasui]

Agreed. During the day I spend a lot of time just walking around aimlessly outside. Occassionally doing stuff online in games with friends, but even during the day I'm usually quiet by myself. Night though is when it really gets bad... I'll be more prone to looking at twitter and the likes to pass the time and I'm reminded on just how fucked up my existence is to a normal persons

 

[Sherri]

I love nighttime too, it's when I feel more relaxed, more calm and collected, and love just being in bed till very late. I hate afternoons, seems like the time won't pass, it's a torture, afternoons for me. But I respect your opinion of course, some people like mornings. I love nighttime like I'm a vampire. Day light hurts me, specially sunshine.

 

[gottago222]

is it insomnia ? do you find yourself waking up throughout the night? days that feel way too long are a bitch.. im sorry you are going through this

 

[allesistgut]

the night time is generally when i'm most comfortable. i like how quiet everything is during the early hours of the day and how most people are asleep while i'm awake. it feels sometimes like i'm just in my own bubble where time doesn't exist.

though i get what you mean, and although i enjoy the night time for the most part i have a lot of moments when i feel very low and lonely during those hours.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

the night time is generally when i'm most comfortable. i like how quiet everything is during the early hours of the day and how most people are asleep while i'm awake. it feels sometimes like i'm just in my own bubble where time doesn't exist.

though i get what you mean, and although i enjoy the night time for the most part i have a lot of moments when i feel very low and lonely during those hours.

I think it's the fact that I am at my most comfortable. No one can witness me so I easily slip into my true self-sabotaging state.

is it insomnia ? do you find yourself waking up throughout the night? days that feel way too long are a bitch.. im sorry you are going through this

Nah it isn't. I do like to sleep easly when I can. I still tend to stay up beyond 2am though.

 

[YesImAware]

I just want to be held during the night, or any time really. It won't change the future but it will make the present just a bit better.