I've been packing all week and getting ready for a move with my partner and son. It dawned on me just now how convenient of a time it would be to ctb because my things are already packed away - no one would need to sort thru my stuff- and my family would be moving into a new space anyways, one that is not attached to me in at all. We don't have memories there. My son is young enough that after a while he won't remember me anymore. My husband is wonderful and will find someone else who can care for him instead of requiring so much care from him. I haven't been actively planning, much more in a passive thinking about things stage lately, but now I can't stop thinking thru the options I'd have and where I could go. I know the idea of drowning isn't a popular method on here but it would at least be accessible for me this weekend. How do you know you're ready? Can spur of the moment deciding be okay or should I keep thinking. Thanks for reading this far 
