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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
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Hello, thought I'd introduce. I'm a middle-aged man with an incurable degenerative condition that has progressed past bearing. I don't have family depending on me or anyone in my life for support which makes watching this day to day physical decline a pointless and tortured existence. I have means to end things but as you all know it's easier said than done. I'm jealous of impulsive folks you see in the news who make it look easy, seemingly without forethought. Anyway here I am, hope I can contribute to the community for a little while at least.
 
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befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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Hello. Welcome to SS. 🙋‍♂️
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds so horrifying what you have to endure. To me it is terrifying how our bodies are capable of torturing us so much. People should not have to suffer like that, it is such a cruel and unfair life. It is sad how life brings people to this point. I also envy those who are gone, it does make suicide seem more easier than it actually is when you hear of all those people succeeding. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from what you are going through.
 
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ewigeruhe

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Jun 26, 2022
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Welcome i am pretty new to this community myself and exeprienced nothing but kindness and support and for that i am gratefull.
 
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fruit-loops

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Jun 27, 2021
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Welcome to crew, I hope you will find all the support and the information you are looking for. And friends, and fellows, and the proximity that can help you affording this very very complicate time of your life, whatever decision you finally choose.

Welcome again :]
 
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Jun 26, 2022
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Honestly finding this community has made living day by day a bit more bearable. You'll realize you are not alone and people here truly get each other. ❤️
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
399
That sounds so horrifying what you have to endure. To me it is terrifying how our bodies are capable of torturing us so much.

I'm also on a forum for my illness and I recognized some of the names from it in the list of SN successes. Guess I'm not the first of the group to find my way here.
 
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