New Plan

[deletedaccount30982]

i cannot fast due to a previous eating disorder that has my family watching everything that i eat. so my new plan is this:
before 7pm- last meal/drink
8pm- take up every necessary material to my room (measuring cup, tablespoon, etc)
9-10pm, maybe 11- go to bed
3:30am- wake up to an alarm, take everything, attempt to go back to bed
next morning- i am gone

 

[rhiino]

When will be your last meal then?

 

[deletedaccount30982]

When will be your last meal then?

no later than 7. i will stop eating at drinking at 7pm at the very latest. that will give me at least 7-8 hours of fasting hopefully

 

[rhiino]

I think that will be sufficient.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

What is your last meal?

 

[IWTD]

i cannot fast due to a previous eating disorder that has my family watching everything that i eat. so my new plan is this:
before 7pm- last meal/drink
8pm- take up every necessary material to my room (measuring cup, tablespoon, etc)
9-10pm, maybe 11- go to bed
3:30am- wake up to an alarm, take everything, attempt to go back to bed
next morning- i am gone

Kinda risky getting caught no? I'm trying to look into the repercussions if failed.

 

[Huntfish34]

Sounds a bit risky to me as well, but Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever comes your way. Be safe. ❤

 

[deletedaccount30982]

Sounds a bit risky to me as well, but Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever comes your way. Be safe. ❤

Kinda risky getting caught no? I'm trying to look into the repercussions if failed.

my family will be fast asleep when i do it. the issue will be failing. if i do fail i will most likely end up in residential as i have already failed an attempt this year and ended up in the hospital

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Are you with us still?

 

[deletedaccount30982]

Are you with us still?

yes, i plan to do it tonight if all goes well

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

yes, i plan to do it tonight if all goes well

We're here for you if you want to talk

 

[IWTD]

We're here for you if you want to talk

I hope not, if you cannot wait, it would be bad to do it in your parents home. If they were behind the pain it would be a different story.
I believe we are a lot alike. Different but alike in ways.